♥ Sunday, November 02, 2008
"However far I escape, I can't have a clean escape
How far does my past catch up after me?"
GUILTY - ayumi hamasaki
"I want to see you
I want to see you
I don't know what to do
As you are only smiling so tenderly in my memory"
HANABI - ayumi hamasaki
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Tomorrow is SS. Prepared? I guess so. One last final revision tomorrow morning, and I think this paper will be easy (provided the way the questions asked are at least comprehend-able...)!
You know, it feels kind of cold tonight. I mean, it's autumn now after all... so the seasons have changed, many things have changed... It's getting colder by each day. Even so, I can only reach my hand out, straight and forward, towards the freezing cold, right?
There's just this sudden rush of emotions in me now... and I feel so tired at the same time. Tired of what? The chasing? The clinging? The escaping?
Sometimes, it's even better if people don't see each other. What used to be an excitement and looking forward, is now a fear of meeting, because you only know the outcome too well...
Escaping from reality. My forte, unfortunately.
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"The wind is blowing strongly against me
The cold is piercing me unusually
Now I reach out straight and forward
With my hand numbed in the freezing cold"
decision - ayumi hamasaki
"Even now, I still remember everything
Your voice calling my name, your casual habits
I want to forget, and I don't want to forget"
HANABI ~episode II~ - ayumi hamasaki
Listened to music @ 8:41 PM
