♥ Thursday, October 02, 2008
"I gave up, thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I gave up, thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
You see? Though the person before my eyes was
The real you"
fated - ayumi hamasaki
"I felt like I found a profile like yours
Far across the road
But I didn't stop anymore
I looked forward and kept walking"
It was - ayumi hamasaki
"I nodded and said to myself, 'It's okay'
Because I'm just so strong"
monochrome - ayumi hamasaki
"Today was very sad
And even if I were to be weeping tomorrow
The day will come when I can say
'There were such days' and smile"
SEASONS - ayumi hamasaki
"Just for having the chance to meet you
Just for having the chance to love you
Even if we can never meet again...
La la la la...
I will never forget"
LOVE ~Destiny~ - ayumi hamasaki
"How many times have I sought for something
Found and lost it
Since that time?"
fairyland - ayumi hamasaki
"I have sometimes hesitated to be by your side
Being afraid of hurting someone
I learned incorrectly somewhere
The meaning of true tenderness
I will stop caring so much about what others say"
Trust - ayumi hamasaki
"Good-bye, even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of this parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we spent together
Just once, even if it were to be a lie"
Memorial address - ayumi hamasaki
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So, I won't bother you anymore and you'll continue ignoring me. This must be right.
Even if I were to dislike such an ending, I can't do anything now, except to regret and immerse in the overwhelming guilt.
If I were to see you tomorrow, then we should just behave like how you have always wanted to. I hope you'll be happy in this way.
Because the world always throws things that I hate and do not wish to face every day, I was blessed and given your tenderness and the memories...
I think it's pointless to complain to anyone, or to ask questions like, 'Why did you leave me?' or 'Why do you hate me?' or 'Why must such things happen?' because the truth is pretty obvious, isn't it? But of course I think I'll break this promise, so yeah I'll try my best.
Ah, I had it, and lost it. I tried to get it back, but I only made things worse. Now, I'm resigned to my fate.
I realized that I have all along been forcing you to do things that you don't want to do... and it's all my fault. Well, at least you don't have anything to upset you now.
Everything will be fine, because I'm just so strong.
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2nd October, 1978. A person was born. This person was born to inspire people with her lyrics, her songs, her life, and her music.
Hamasaki Ayumi.
Happy Birthday, Ayu! Today is Ayu's 30th birthday as well as her 10th anniversary in the music industry. I meant 10th anniversary as in this year is the 10th anniversary.
Yeah, 2007 was a horrible year for Ayu... she broke up with her boyfriend, her best friend committed suicide, and she lost the hearing of the left ear.
But still, she stayed strong and continued to be that awe-inspiring person that she has always been, and has since, in 2008, released 2 remix albums, a 10th Anniversary single, a 10th Anniversary Asia tour, and recently, a all singles compilation, A COMPLETE.
Ayu has helped me through many difficult times in my life, and you can tell that a lot of my thinkings are influenced by her thoughts as shown in her lyrics. Her spirit and determination throughout these 10 years have been very inspiring, and I'm sure it's everyone's wish to emulate this magnificient spirit of Ayu.
So, I wish that Ayu would continue with whatever she's doing, and always produce that heartfelt and real music that she has always been doing. Whatever may happen, I'll always be Ayu's fan!
Words can't express the admiration, respect and graditude I have towards Ayu. I remember there were those rare moments when I would feel like dying, and always, Ayu (and of course my friends) were always there, so I never gave up.
I love Ayu!
43 singles. 9 albums. 1 mini-album. 10 years. ayumi hamasaki. Empress of J-Pop.
Happy Birthday, once again!
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"This short summer will come to an end
I'll be with you at the moment too
As I know
Nothing is as nice as the ordinary days"
Greatful days - ayumi hamasaki
"If I feel that I need you
And you need me too
It seems that we need no special reason
Don't you feel that a life like this is not bad?"
independent - ayumi hamasaki
"Memories are sweet because we passed through the time
However sad now, we can talk about it with a smile some day"
theme of a-nation '03 - ayumi hamasaki
"We will shine more brightly this summer
We certainly feel our heartbeats of excitement
Wherever we may go in the future
Please just make the most of the present"
glitter - ayumi hamasaki
"Let's go across the blue sky
Looking down on the white sand beach
No need to have a serious talk
I need nothing except your smile"
BLUE BIRD - ayumi hamasaki
"Life is transient
But people are strong"
UNITE! - ayumi hamasaki
"So I walk on
You'll walk on too, right?
With light shining on
Our two separate paths"
End roll - ayumi hamasaki
"The sparkling crystals
We have left behind
Are now shining proudly here
Though they may not be perfect"
MY ALL - ayumi hamasaki
Listened to music @ 8:26 PM
