♥ Wednesday, October 01, 2008
"Being human is sorrowful
Is being human sorrowful?
Being human is joyful
Is it right that I think like that?"
End roll - ayumi hamasaki
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The air tonight is cold and still, just like the two of us. Being realistic appears to be the only way now.
They say it's easy to forget an incident, but it's difficult to forget a person, especially someone who is very good to you.
Do you remember me? Do you remember the things we did together? Do you remember anything?
And I wonder, if I die, would you be upset? Or would everything be nothing to you?
If, at one's verge of life and death can one see who holds him close to that person's heart, then please, let me know what I want to know.
If all that feels like a dream, manifesting in my thoughts, then perhaps I should return to the harsh reality.
Even if it's with staggering steps, at least I'm beginning to walk now.
The difference between smiling and laughing is that a smile has no sound. It's so easy to fake a smile, but can you fake a laughter?
The days when we were together, and I was by your side, were my happiest days.
My first love pales in comparison to my last.
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Today, I went to study with Nicholas Tan, Justin Onggo and Hwee Young.
Well, I don't think the studying was anywhere near constructive but that's what always happens when you study with someone.
And, Long John Silver's is officially the worst place to study, ever. Or at least the one at Toa Payoh. The manager and the staff keep pestering us to leave because we're studying. Like besides us, they were chasing other groups of students studying as well.
I would honestly understand if there were a lot of customers present, but there wasn't a single soul, so I don't know what they're talking about.
... Aw, this is getting really boring.
I don't feel like boring, as in going through today's events just bore me, and there's nothing to talk about. Except that we laughed a hell lot while gossiping about A LOT of things, seriously. And James Onggo sleeps when in a study group! Like seriously! I saw it with my own eyes!
And it sucks when you have no handphone or if yours is running on a pre-paid card and it ran out of money. Communication!!! How important, apparently.
...
"I couldn't leave here for a long time
Because I was used to this scenery"
Fly high - ayumi hamasaki
P.S: Hiatus is OFF.
Listened to music @ 10:18 PM
