♥ Tuesday, October 07, 2008
I got attacked by a paedophile.
And it's not Han Lao Bei. And this is how the whole incident started...
So, after school, I saw Jack and Zhan Hao at the bus stop (wait I think they saw me... I was there first), and we took 28 together.
On the bus, they mentioned about eating lunch and they asked me to go along... I rejected them because I was kind of tired and I lost my appetite (don't ask why my appetite has been failing these days)...
Then I mean I was adamant about not going, and so were they about me going... In the end, we all got off the same stop at Toa Payoh, and they stopped at some coffee-shop while I went a little across the street to this provision shop to buy some stuff.
Then I was like walking into the instant noodles section, when this guy walked past me. This guy is an uncle. Definitely about 40+ years old, and he's wearing a pink shirt with white stripes. And he looks super formal and business-like (just never thought he would be a freaking paedophile).
Well, he smiled to me, and I smiled back. Because I wanted to courteous. Even though I don't even know him... Then he said hi to me, and I said hi back.
Then while I was looking at the instant noodles, I realized that that uncle had always been next to me. And when I noticed, he started talking.
*Following conversation contains several paraphrases as my mind obviously does not wish to recollect this traumatic incident*
U(ncle): Exams finish ah?
M(e): Yah
U: Oh, what exams you taking now?
M: O' Levels lor
U: Oh, then why you end school so early? (early, hello? It was 1pm!?)
M: I don't know, the timetable is like that
U: Oh, then how old are you?
M: 16
U: Do both your parents work?
M: Yah
U: Then where do you live? In this block?
M: Yeah (this is a lie...)
U: Oh, then you got any siblings? Or are you alone?
M: I have siblings
U: Oh, then where are they now? They are at home?
M: No, they're all working (couldn't be bothered to tell him the whole truth)
U: Oh, so they're all working. And you're alone at home all the time? No one takes care of you? (wtf do I look like I need taking care of when I'm 16?)
M: Yah
U: Oh... Then what do you do at home?
M: Study? O' Levels are coming soon what.
U: Then you don't play games? Don't play internet games? Don't use the internet?
M: Oh, I don't play games.
U: Oh, then good for you lah. You know now everyone uses internet to play games and they XXX (can't remember.)...
M: Yah
U: Yah, internet very dangerous. You got any virus before?
M: No (this is a lie too, but heck.)
U: Oh, must be careful ah, got one time I clicked on this link and I got a virus and my whole computer hanged, then after that got this wallpaper that is er pornography ah
M: O.O oh...
Note: The next part of the conversation is where the perverted paedophile reveals how fucking sick he is.
U: Then do you watch porn?
M: *laughs unwillingly*
U: What kind you prefer? Japanese? American?
M: I don't watch porn. (Hmm...)
U: You sure or not?
M: Yah...
U: Oh, now computer very dangerous, got all this pornography all around. Then your parents put the computer in your room?
M: It's in my hall.
U: Oh, so that's why you don't watch lah. (wtf.)
M: Er... yah.
U: Yah you know my nephew, P6 only and he watch porn already. And he said it's because his P5 friend also started watching already. Can you believe it? So young watch already? You sure you never watch before? You 14 years old (obviously he can't remember my age because he's more interested in finding out if I watch porn) and going through puberty you don't watch porn?
M: I really don't watch porn.
U: Oh... you know ah, I started watching when I was 13 years old. I found this video tape under my father's bed, then you know I curious, so just started watching. It's all American and it was very interesting.
M: Er... okay... Erm, okay I need to go home now... bye bye.
U: Oh okay
Okay, then as I walk out of the provision shop, HE FOLLOWED ME OUT, like I could hear his footsteps, and at the entrance he still said bye again and shook my hand. Wtf?!
And I ran back to the coffeeshop and thankfully Jack and Zhan Hao were still there... omg. I was fortunate to be able to be with them for a while... And then I went home, SO SUPER SCARED that that paedophile would be shadowing me or whatever...
I mean, what's his problem? Why me? I'm so fat and ugly, and I'm selfish, and I'm only capable of robbing people's happiness away... I'm not worth to be his paedophile target.
I hate paedophiles, officially. Like I think they're damn sick. Last time, I wouldn't really care if you're a paedophile, but now... omg better stay away from me. I have a phobia of paedophiles now. Just like how so many of you are homophobic.
I'm scared. I'm traumatized. At that time, I wish that I could see you, so that I wouldn't be so afraid...
Anyway, screw that paedophile. I'm NEVER EVER going to step into that provision shop lest I get targeted again. I HATE HIM!
Gosh, today was actually a fun day, and I wanted to post about all the happy things, like the sex workshop with Mr Kwok, and the gift from Mrs Tan-Chin but... I'm too scared now. I guess, I'll just leave now.
Listened to music @ 10:02 PM
