♥ Sunday, October 26, 2008
"Your knowing talk
Gives me a headache"
(don't) Leave me alone - ayumi hamasaki
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So like you went to your army camp and 'suffered' for a couple of days and returned. I was so happy to know that you weren't enjoying yourself there, because I hate you so much.
Seriously, if your purpose of coming home is to create trouble for me, and disrupt my life, then please, gtfo. Leave me alone.
I can't stand it when you expect me to start the washing machine for you, and then expect me to hang your clothes for you, just because you're going out.
Who are you? Why should I do it for you? Am I your dog? Do you own me? Am I your slave? Sickening.
"You just do whatever I tell you to do and shut up. You have no rights."
And you have every rights in the world? Ha, give me a break.
I can't stand people who think that they are so up there, and that everyone owes them their lives or something. I can't stand domineering egoists who think about themselves, and only themselves.
Just get back to your army camp and die there.
I hate to do things for other people, because I'm so selfish. I really dislike doing things and running errands for other people, especially if they make it appear as if I owe them something. I don't know anyone anything. Screw off if you're thinking like that.
Just... feeling pissed over something. Argh.
...
"I'm looking at the stained sky
So that my tears will not fall
Why can't humans live
As they wish?
I need neither a weak heart preventing me from crying
Nor a strength without tears
I try to look for a shooting star
Upon which to cast my wish on
But I cannot find one
As day is coming so fast
There is not a day
On which I recall you
For I have never for a moment
Forgotten you
Every time I feel sad
I habitually say, 'I'm all right'
Something had ceased to be that day
And I
Can't even find a shooting star
However long I pray
I want to see you
I want to see you
I don't know what to do
As your smile is only so tender
Just in my memory
There is not a day
On which I recall you
For I have never for a moment
Forgotten you
I want to see you
I want to see you
I don't know what to do
As your smile is only so tender
Just in my memory"
HANABI - ayumi hamasaki
The summer is over. Fireworks come up to the sky, and disappear after a short while. The beauty and color they give in their transience, will never be forgotten, just like you.
Listened to music @ 10:03 PM
