♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008
"We can realize more now
We can see more now
We can forgive some day
We can laugh some day"
Born To Be... - ayumi hamasaki
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Today, thoughts were going through my mind like the rain that surged through the sky...
We can't judge people by their outer appearances, because everyone hides their true selves with masks.
I guess that's where we're both a little alike - we're always misunderstood by others.
Watching you being cool is like believing that I'm immune to pain, like what everyone else is thinking, ha, when would such days end?
I remember in the past, when I wondered why I existed... you just stood there saying nothing and giving me happiness.
Sometimes I wish that this year's summer would always repeat itself, that way, I can always be by your side...
I miss you. I miss you, so badly. I want to see you, I just want to see you. And then we can be like how we were, being next to each other, exchanging simple words and thoughts. I never thought such days would be any way bad.
If I can once again meet the still-smiling face of yours shown that day, then I'll never leave you. I'll never thought of leaving and not bothering you ever again...
People look at memorials of their memories because they don't want to forget the precious memories that were left on their minds. Like them, I read our chat logs, I touched the bottle, I held the watch. Because I don't want to forget.
Still remembering the many words you said at those days... I can only run forward.
They say that I'm persistent and obsessed, but I don't think they understand, and it's okay, even if they don't understand. If it were so easy to let go and forget something, then how important can that thing be?
Meanwhile...
I think I'm falling ill. My throat feels swollen and it hurts to even swallow anything. I need Strepsils, I guess. And I have a runny nose too, argh, stupid flu.
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"If I met us at that time somewhere
I'll them not to feel uneasy about the future"
Born To Be... - ayumi hamasaki
Yes, because your future doesn't have me.
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I was asked to post this by someone else, and this message is for someone else.
你，一点也不忍人爱。说什么朋友。
我，只不过是你消遣的玩具。
分手。。。我不会这么容易让你的。
我。是个双面人。你想分。只能由我先出口。
你怎样的对我。十倍奉还 。
我们之间已没有任何关爱了。
我对你，只有恨。
再见了。
迎接我这个新的朋友吧。
Listened to music @ 9:41 PM
