♥ Tuesday, September 09, 2008
"Please treasure time, not to regret later, as it's irreplaceable
Please don't forget, however much we pray later, we can never get back this time"
theme of a-nation '03 - ayumi hamasaki
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Today was Chemistry and Geography... omg feel like slapping myself. Both papers were super easy but I only know how to do Geography!
I mean, I guess I have to blame myself because I didn't really study Chemistry... and when I looked at the paper, all the questions are so easy and the answer can be easily obtained if I memorized facts... omg I'm so angry at myself!
Geography... easy questions, so no problem for this one!
Right now, dangers are Chemistry and E-Maths. Not forgetting Physics this Friday.
Tomorrow is the Science Practical exam. I'm in shift 2 so I'll be 'locked up' in the student centre for 2 hours. Oh wtf... I hate waiting for nothing.
1 month and 11 days to O' Levels. Let's count down... and get prepared for whatever that we need to face!
Anyway, you know... sometimes I don't know if I should blame other people. Maybe I was always someone who found other people to blame, but in the end, I end up blaming myself. Most of the time, anyway.
Well, the thing is, I think, and I wonder, and after analyzing... I don't see how I was in the wrong.
It seemed like the problem was because they were laughing at you.
But again, they wouldn't, if I didn't exist.
Is it their fault? Is it my fault? Is anyone supposed to be blamed?
... If only you saw for your own eyes, what they did to me. I should always remember... that I shouldn't ask for anything from you, and shouldn't make it sound like I deserve anything.
Yes, I can see what's going on around me, and I can see what's going on around you. I know who laughs and mocks, and who makes it look like it's very funny. You know that too, right?
If there's anything I want badly, besides my secret wish, then it would be that I can have at least one day of peace at school.
Keep walking, right?
Anyway, let's shake off this unnecessary and selfish unhappiness! I have a video to entertain everyone!
And in case you're wondering... this what the guy has been saying throughout the video.
In chronological order:
Hello.
Come back. Fighting spirit. OK!
Me too...
Let's battle, come on Org!
By the way-
It's... karaoke!
WHY?
No problem da yo!
Yes! Senshi ni COME BACK!
GaoMadillo, kick off!
GOALLLL!!
Unbelievable!
Oh! Dangerous and strange!
That's right.
It's good idea!
Aww, silly!
Oh! It's a big chance!
Jesus!
Goddamn. (x3)
Oh my god! (x2)
The funniest ones to me were the Oh my God and the Oh! Dangerous and strange!... He pronounced "strange" as stran-gee... omg! It's seriously very funny, and it sounds so cute too! Hahaha!
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"The summer has come again and again since then
But why am I looking back upon the past again
Tracing the footprints?
I remember everything even now
Your voice calling my name, your casual habits
I want to forget, and I don't want to forget
Did I choose the right way?
But I keenly understand there is no answer
Whomever I may ask it to
Please tell me some day that you are happy
And smile
I gently lock the memories away
Leaving them to be beautiful
This feeling, this feeling, go up into the sky
And be dispersed beautifully like a firework"
HANABI ~episode II~ - ayumi hamasaki
Once again, my exact thoughts and feelings.
Listened to music @ 8:38 PM