♥ Monday, August 04, 2008
"Memories are always beautiful
In the eyes of everyone
In the same way"
Marionette - ayumi hamasaki
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At where I'm standing, the road ahead seems treacherous and I'm wary of it. Should I continue? Should I stop? Should I go back?
This morning I had a very bad headache and obviously it affected my Physics test... I don't know I have been suffering from headaches and pain from other parts of my body. It was as if the pain in my heart is not enough...
But things started to get better during Lit lesson, where Xing Hao was recalling his memories with er-hem, and I was recalling my memories...
And really, I realized how beautiful memories are.
Through the memories, I found out and learned a lot of things.
Right now, I'm proud to say that the days we spent together weren't lies at all.
Do you still remember them? Do you think of them sometimes, and laugh?
If you do, then it'll be like our little secret... because I don't think anyone knows about the moments we shared, and how everything felt like.
But even if you regretted creating these memories, and couldn't be bothered to think of them, at least I know about them. They will always be cherished.
Today... I don't know what to say. Sometimes I feel like hating your friends. I detest them for being so immature and insensitive, and laughing at you and at me. I wish they would stop, but I know they would never. But since they're your friends, I suppose I should learn to accept and ignore them.
But the saddest fact is that because they're your friends, I know you would never blame them, so everything is going to be my fault... Oh well, what can I do? Especially so when I am such a stranger to you...
The days ahead look depressing but I will move on, and walk.
Though there will be times when I wish I could be by your side but... reality is as such.
At least you are happy in your own company, and the only thing I can do is to always wish and pray for your happiness.
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"Just because this is the age full of information and temptations
We should make the choices of our own
You know that
Creation comes after destruction"
talkin' 2 myself - ayumi hamasaki
Listened to music @ 7:53 PM
