♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
"Maybe I have heard enough of people saying
That they knew the value of something
Only after losing it"
Real me - ayumi hamasaki
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Today was SS and I felt that the paper was so easy! I mean... I actually did the paper without fretting too much, and with great ease... Hmm, the papers so far have been relatively easy! Here's that same wish to the rest of the papers!
Anyway, it started to rain a little during the paper... and after that the rain got heavier and heavier. I'm happy that the sky knows of my sadness.
Well, today is another new complain! I wonder if you have ever went to the 28 bus stop to wait for the bus when the primary school is released too. Well, besides the annoying and vulgar little brats screaming their lungs out at the bus stop, there lies a greater problem: the freaking cars by their parents.
Usually, the primary school kids' parents park their bloody cars on the road next to the bus stop... all over the place. It looks disgustingly messy in the first place... and it creates serious traffic congestion. I have seen 158 stop at the bus stop for a full 15 minutes waiting for the selfish parents to move their lazy asses away from the bus stop road that's MEANT and BUILT for buses to move.
I think they're so selfish, and it's getting on my nerves. It makes the bus unable to move, and the cars block the road. Yeah, yeah we know you're freaking rich, getting your son phones and all that at 7 years old, and hearing the scream 'FUCK YOU!!!' and 'CHEE-BAI!!!" at the bus stop is SO DAMN FUN too!
Anyway, though it causes a lot of inconvenience, I generally just don't bother.
But today... ha, no way man.
As I said, it was raining, like torrents of rain. I was so pissed that I got drenched and the freaking shelters have freaking HOLES on them so rainwater was practically dripping everywhere too.
Then, when 28 came... despite my initial joy, I realized what was going on. 28 stopped at like right in the middle of the road, just next to the green fence thingy. Wow, so now we have to WALK there in THE MIDDLE OF A BLOODY TORRENTIAL RAIN and get freaking drenched just because those freaking rich parents park their freaking cars at the road. Wow, man. Pure wow-ness. I was so pissed... and had to get drenched in their rain just to board a bus to go home. The worst thing was, there were so many people trying to board the bus, there was this crowd forming outside the bus and then while waiting to get up... more drenching. This seriously sucks. And those parents are so stuck up and lazy and fucked up, they couldn't be bothered to drive away so that the bus can stop at the BUS STOP (note: NOT rich parents' car stop) and allow oh-so-poor people like me to board the bus with minimal drenching. Screwed up rich people. No wonder why Marists who are from the primary school are mostly so immature, arrogant, retarded and irritating. Now, I know why.
Anyway, reached Toa Payoh interchange and ate Burger King with Xing Hao, Prime, Jack, Zhan Hao and Chong You. Ha.
Then, I purposely sat under the air-con so that the cold air was blowing right at me. I want to get ill, so that I can complain about this screwed up arrangement of the road.
I wanted to complain to SBS but hey, it's not SBS's fault. It's... the rich parents.
Argh, thinking about this gets my blood boiling.
Tomorrow is Higher Chinese. I believe I can do this pretty well, right? Haha.
I've been too busy thinking of the sad feelings that I forgot the true happiness that lies behind... the secrets.
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"I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself
Good-bye, you have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie
The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now
Good-bye, even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
Only once, even if it had been a lie
Why did you do it this way
Leaving memories only to the very end?
Good-bye, you have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie
Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
And that I'm not yet awake"
Memorial address - ayumi hamasaki
If I were to feel sad now... sigh, I have nothing to say.
Listened to music @ 8:23 PM
