♥ Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Oh my God. The inevitable 2nd post of the day...
I'm so sorry for all my previous posts that were so selfish... I'm so sorry for thinking only about my own gains... I'm so sorry for just wanting to have you...
Yes, I realized it. I really just want you to be happy.
Because you are MY ALL.
I want to devote my life and my everything to you.
Because you are MY ALL.
Yes, everything, everything that you have given me; from the various feelings, and the moments and memories... I feel grateful to be able to have them.
Although right now I know things are in a pathetic state and we will never be able to be friends again, if you are reading this now, I hope you know that you will always be MY ALL.
I want to stay by your side and help you in any way that I can.
That is my Duty.
How long
Have we spent time together ?
How far
Have we advanced together ?
The sparkling crystals
We have left behind
Are now shining proudly here
Though they may not be perfect
Honestly
I can't say
That it was all fun and joyful
But always, I wasn't alone
* I want to show you a dream
I hope you will have
A never-ending and lasting dream
This is my wish
** I want to protect you
Whatever may happen
I'll go on protecting you
With all my might
Even now, I can say definitely
That I don't have a regret
We have always fought it out
With all our might
Honestly
I had some hard nights
And the days I felt unbearable
But always, I wasn't alone
I see your smile
So dear and dazzling
I'm living every day
To see the smile
I feel your love
Strong and warm
I'm feeling the selfless love
With all my senses
* (repeat)
** (repeat)
MY ALL - ayumi hamasaki
I find this stanza so true and beautiful...
"I see your smile
So dear and dazzling
I'm living every day
To see the smile"
Yes, that is the purpose of my Life.
Listened to music @ 11:56 PM
