♥ Friday, July 18, 2008
"If my life is as transient as a flower
I'll be in full bloom by your side
And when I've seen your smile
I'll scatter my petals quietly"
Moments - ayumi hamasaki
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Oh wow, today is E-Learning for the whole school except for the sec4s! Which means I still have to go to school as normal... oh well.
But it was still quite slack anyway, cos the first period was like free period since the teachers needed to take photos (which means class photo taking is coming soon! I hope I won't have to cut my hair at this point of time...) and then we also had survey by MOE again.
And the questions were seriously hilarious. Let me quote a few "memorable" questions.
"Have you ever gotten bullied by anyone in your school before?"
"Does the school give you a chance to explain when you break a rule?"
"Are you teachers knowledgeable about the subjects they teach?"
Hahaha. I think, specially for Maris Stella, they should add this question.
"Are your school's teachers bitchy aunties who gossip all day long about their students?"
Because I would click Strongly Agree right away.
Then it was double English which was almost like free period again cos Miss Tan gave us group work on Oral and I was just slacking and helping Christopher with his Pokemon game. ^^
Then it was SS, with a test! Finally something to do during school.
Then recess was funny cos only one stall was open so I went to the Primary school canteen with Chang Jun and Peter and then when we left, I saw Yuan Feng and Lee Wan Yin lor then they were like, "*translated to English* We are doing the same thing as you..."
Then it was double Physics which was simply boring and I finished the test in like 15min but whatever just pure boredom.
Then finally it was double Chem which was not that boring but still I wish I could go home asap.
And finally I could go home!
Then went home and did stuff and blah blah.
Overall, today was boring.
Honestly, I wonder if I have any life at all, because I rarely go out. I mean, I wish someone I want to go out with can ask me out. But fantasies and dreams stay as fantasies and dreams!
And the weekend is filled with band activities! Honour's Band Concert tomorrow and the Botanic Gardens performance on Sunday (BIG thanks to Fredy for that, by the way)...
Then July will end soon... and it will leave me with a happy and sad feeling. Oh well.
It will be five months before I return... by then, would anything have changed? Will my feelings have changed?
Oh well...
I only know that it's time to study like mad from August ons.
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Crying is not a sign of weakness. I think a man who dares to cry really has the guts to face up to the feelings that he is feeling at that point of time. Okay, I am indirectly praising myself!
Even though you won't be so excited and call my name whenever you see me like other people, even though my constant presence may have made you feel bored, at least I feel happy when I am by your side.
These days can't be all that bad, right?
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"Just for having the chance to meet you
Just for having the chance to be able to love you
Even if we can't share our thoughts...
Just for that...
Thank you"
LOVE ~refrain~ - ayumi hamasaki
Listened to music @ 8:30 PM
