♥ Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Hello everybody, I'm unofficially back from a life of no-life!
I realized that since it's just the plug that's missing, I should buy one and well I did, so here I am. Yes applause for my stunning intelligence please. *clap clap*
Anyway, life has been really mundane lately. I guess that's one thing I abhor about holidays... it's just so boring. And I don't get to travel overseas too. Maybe I should sneak into someone's luggage and travel with him to another country!
Which reminds me that the Alumni band is going to Europe next year for WMC. Maybe that could be like my first big break towards another continent.
Whatever it is, perhaps you are wondering how I spent my days without the computer...
So I wake up from a range of 9am to 12pm, and then I...
1) Play Pokemon
2) Watch TV
3) Wank/Masturbate
4) Think about things
Note: Number 3 is false.
Anyway, I can't blog too... so I end up writing a diary. Guess what's the name of my diary? Haha.
My diary is now a pathetic A4 exercise book... but fret not, I will buy a glamorous diary soon.
Sometimes, writing a diary seems to be better than blogging. Because I write really really really discreet stuff in my diary... and I really mention people's name (in which I don't really do that on a blog) so in a way, it's kind of like more personal to me... and my diary has a name too. It's like I'm always talking to this person, which makes me happy.
Anyway, I'm currently feeling very stressed and upset over band.
I mean Alumni band.
There's like NBC and WASBE (it's called something else now) in July; so that's 2 competitions.
I hate competitions. Competitions make music like a rat race... and I don't know. I've always regarded music as something carefree, free & easy... something just really mellow and dreamy.
To be so stressed over music because of competitions makes me feel sad.
And it's worse because my skills are horrendous.
That means, I'm a really lousy player.
I'm really very lousy.
Sometimes I ask myself if I'm actually cut out for such things. I mean my plan after O Levels is to get into the Audio Technology course in Singapore Poly but then... sometimes I feel that that goal is a little too far-fetched.
Maybe I'm just no a music person.
Oh well, what was to be a happy post turned out to be something sad!
But I guess that's what Life is all about.
After all, something very happy happened to me on the week of 25th May to 1st June... so maybe my feelings towards band now is the terrible rebound after happiness that I've experienced so often.
Ah, I guess one thing I look forward to now is the Band Dinner, which is at Lucas' house coming Monday. Well actually it's kind of sad cos Saw is not going haha. But whatever it is, I hope that it'll be something happy, which means that I hope he will be nice to me? Ha.
Oh well.
Listened to music @ 12:59 PM
