♥ Friday, June 27, 2008
"The lonely heart always seeks for the reasons
The restless mind always seeks for the outlets"
kiss o' kill - ayumi hamasaki
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Yesterday was the dreaded PE lessons and as usual, we took height and weight.
I grew one cm taller, from 173cm to 174cm!
And...
I lost two kg!
Yes, I'm serious. The reading was Xkg in late April, when we were taking weight for the health check thingy.
Yesterday, the reading was X-2kg. I finally lost weight. =D
School has been okay I guess, just certain things bothering me.
I wish people would stop teasing him whenever I walk past him. It's bugging me.
I wish Mr Kwok would just STFU for one day and let us start lessons at 8am for once.
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Today was the Youth Day celebrations and my heart went through a roller coaster ride.
I don't really wish to elaborate on too many things... because it's so obvious to whom I'm referring to if I list every single detail down.
The only thing I can say is, I feel glad to be able to stay by your side. Even when I'm looking at you from somewhere far away where you can't see me, I feel happy too. Even though I'm most probably last in your world, you are always first in my world, and I will do everything that I can to make you happy.
"I wish you will be able to do what you love every day. I wish to be able to see you doing what you every day, because you are most like yourself at those times."
I don't know if it's just me overthinking but I always feel that you treat me as a stranger whenever you're with your friends, or when I'm with my friends. Someone told me that when you do that, it probably means you don't want to let other people know about whatever you're hiding.
Maybe it's because I'm an embarrassment to you...
But at least you still say hi when we're alone. =)
Sometimes, the ordinary days feel the most extraordinary.
I am just happy to be by your side, and to do things for you whenever you ask to. I have never felt such a strong sense of obligation to be with someone before.
"Let me hear about your past
Tell me about your future"
kiss o' kill - ayumi hamasaki
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Anyway, Spain won (well owned, rather) Russia with 3-0 yesterday night/this morning. Yay? I love Spain to hell because of David Villa. David Villa is so freaking hot! If he didn't exist, I would have fallen in love with David Villa when I first saw him.
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I love you.
True love is not about possessing the person you love, but rather to want that person to be happy.
To like is to love a little, to love is to like deeply. To like is to enjoy his company, to love is to cry for him often.
Love that is not reciprocated... if it's regarded as a false love, then it's a little unfair, isn't it?
I only know that I love you so much and I am falling deeper and deeper in love with you every day.
I see your smile, so dear and dazzling, I'm living every day to see the smile. This is the purpose of my life; it is the meaning of my life.
I love seeing you playing soccer. Although I couldn't show any expression today because there were people around, I was supporting you in my heart. Please always continue to do what you love... please always be yourself... because I really love you for who you are.
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"I want to protect you
Whatever may happen
I want to go on protecting you
With all of my might"
MY ALL - ayumi hamsaki
Listened to music @ 3:01 PM
