♥ Thursday, May 15, 2008
Let's start with the most basic and boring things. I finally have all my results of Prelim 1! Here goes...
English: 59.3 C5
Higher Chinese: 55 C5
Science (Physics, Chemistry): 55.5 C5 (Phy: 40.5/85, Chem: 54/85)
Combined Humans (Social Studies, Literature): 56 C5 (SS: 12/25, Lit: 32/50)
E-Maths: 30.5 F9
Geography: 41/50 D7
All I can say is, I am disappointed in myself on Geog.
Next... comes the Real purpose of today's post.
"We will shine more brightly this summer
Just making the most out of the present
I'm remembering this time last year
And this time long ago
What I want has not changed at all
Yes, still believe in love!
Strangely, I remember clearly
The nights when I was weeping alone
But I have no regrets
Yes, cos believe in love!
Wo wo wo, have I matured?
No no no, too bad I didn't
Wo wo wo, but I don't stop the acceleration yet
We will shine more brightly this summer
We certainly feel the heartbeats of our excitement
Wherever we may go in the future
Please just make the most out of the present
What exactly is the change?
That I can't cry in sad times?
That I can't cry in sad times?
So, I'll be with you!
Wo wo wo, what is precious
Yeah yeah yeah, is your smile
Wo wo wo, I feel that surely I can fly for the sake of it
Our new journey will start this summer
I faintly sense uneasiness in the distance
Let's go to find the way again today
To that place we're dreaming of
You see? I think I know for certain
The reason of your smile and the meaning of your words
We will shine more brightly this summer
We certainly feel the heartbeats of our excitement
Wherever we may go in the future
Please just make the most out of the present"
glitter - ayumi hamasaki
I need to tell the truth. If you look at my list of links, I linked "Myself!" twice. The top one is a link back to this blog, while the bottom blog is a link to another blog...
If you're too lazy to check the links, here it is.
www.endlessmoroseness.blogspot.com
It is a secret blog where I only blog about Mark and nothing else, due to various reasons as stated in the blog. There are 8 posts in total and I hope that you will read all of them, and not just the latest one, if you're interested.
Anyway, you must be wondering why I'm letting everyone know when it's meant to be a secret blog.
For one, I know for certain that at least FIVE people know about that blog, excluding myself. I said that once that happens, I'll delete the blog.
I changed my mind. Because the 8th post of that blog WILL BE the LAST post of that blog. Maybe I'll delete it tomorrow, next week, next month, next year... or maybe never. I don't know.
I know this post is going to be very short... because whatever that I want to say is already on the other blog.
I just want to say that I have been lying about being over Mark for the past week, because I simply couldn't. Things have changed; read the blog; go figure.
I lied to a lot of people, and I think I succeeded on most people.
But I can't do this anymore, so... that's why this post is here.
You must be wondering why I am posting two very happy songs... when actually I'm supposed to be quite sad.
The thing is, I'm both happy and sad.
When I created the secret blog, I wanted this blog to always be filled with happy contents that are true... so that we will all be happy.
Because my decision today has both happy and sad feelings, I will post the happy ones here.
Yes, happy for hope... happy for the future.
Surely.
=)
"How long
Have we spent time together?
How far
Have we advanced together?
The sparkling crystals
We have left behind
Are now shining proudly here
Though they might not be perfect
Honestly
I can't say
That it was all fun and joyful
But always, I wasn't alone
I want to show you a dream
I hope you will have
A never-ending and lasting dream
This is my wish
I want to protect you
Whatever may happen
I'll go on protecting you
With all my might
Even now, I can say definitely
That I don't have a regret
We have always fought it out
With all that we've got
Honestly
I had some hard nights
And the days I felt unbearable
But always, I wasn't alone
I see your smile
So dear and dazzling
I'm living every day
To see that smile
I feel your love
Strong and warm
I'm feeling the selfless love
With all my senses
I want to show you a dream
I hope you will have
A never-ending and lasting dream
This is my wish
I want to protect you
Whatever may happen
I'll go on protecting you
With all my might"
MY ALL - ayumi hamasaki
Yes.
I want you to have this dream. I want to protect you. I want to see your smile.
But still.
Things are just not like that, aren't they?
Surely I can love you without wanting you... without being with you.
It must be so.
マルキわ僕の全て
The above line will always be true, until that Day...
So long.
Listened to music @ 10:42 PM
