♥ Wednesday, April 16, 2008
This post is not happy, it is not sad either. I wanted it to be just a factual blog post but um, I guess it'll be a post filled with a lot of emotions.
15th April, 2008.
I slept at 3am and got up at 5am to get everything ready.
Then, I headed to school with people staring at me for carrying big bags.
Reached the band room...
Took the bus...
Reached the Esplanade...
Load stuff...
Prepare.
Yes, the mundane stuff.
But, the backstage of the Esplanade is most probably the coolest thing of all. The dressing room is the LOVE. Everyone has the individual tables with a Mirror omfg man. Compared to VCH, Esplanade is like the yum.
Anyway, that whole place is so damn big man that I got lost a few times (I have a horrible sense of direction.)...
... I really can't type anymore. My mind is just full of him that I forgot about everything.
Okay anyway the concert was really funny that I don't feel anything, like I'm not nervous or anything compared to the past years; it just felt very "expected" to me... what the hell... I'm complaining about the concert? I suck...
Thanks to Clement for that trumpet it's really cute and I Heart it and thanks to Raymond Gan for the OREO and the Twisties; I've eaten the Twisties but I can't bear to eat the OREO!
By the way, I used a hair coloring wax that Sean bought haha.... yes my hair turned brown! Cool!
... I think I'm getting closer to him each day. Though it's not going as fast as how it is with other people... at least we're on better terms =)
... Memories are meant to be forgotten. If they aren't, then explain why they have the function of being forgotten? I don't think this is a sad statement cos bad memories that are forgotten are good. I don't really think it's right to keep saying that you'll miss certain people and that you are being sad or whatever shit because... in approx. 6 months time, that nostalgic feeling will just disappear...
But still, because of that, all the more are those moments treasured.
I want to be with you now.
Anyway, some 'announcement' to everyone: I'm going back to band every Saturday until NBC (I'm not playing for WASBE)... in which I'll take a 5 month hiatus and come back as an alumni in December.
I don't miss anyone now because I'm still going to see them for the next 3 months =.=
...
The lollipop that you opened for me was the sweetest one that I've ever eaten.
What should I do? I feel that I'm falling deeper in love with him as each day passes... I'm screwed.
I want to see him again... I want to see him again... omg I'm really so screwed.
Listened to music @ 5:27 PM
