♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008
Is today a Beautiful Day?
Is today a sad day?
I couldn't find the answer.
I couldn't find the right words to describe how I feel. I've written and deleted many posts here again and again... but I think I've got it this time. I've found the right words.
I couldn't come a judgment, therefore today is a day of mixed feelings.
Let's just talk about the happy things first.
Today marks the first and last breakfast that I had with people whom I NEVER communicated with in the past.
Mark, Lucas, Saw, Jia Wei and Dwayne lol.
Yes, we ate together.
I feel that I am a different person with different people. Like I think there are many sides to me but they only come out when I'm with different people.
With my peers, I'm like someone older yet younger than them I think. Sometimes I think I show my weakest side to them...
With seniors like Fredy, I'm like some tamed animal; not as wild as I think I am...
With juniors like Lois, I'm just a very lol person who spams shit and does retarded stuff (like humping the tuba and the bass drum =D)
With juniors like Mark, I use the word 'fuck'! Omg I don't really use that word very often but um...
With friends like Nicholas Tan/Hui Xiong, I transform into a auntie and bitch/gossip like crazy.
With myself... I am a deluding bastard who comes up with weird theories that no one understands.
You see? There are a lot of sides to me...
Anyway, they were all late as usual, to think I reached the meeting point 10min before the actual time.
In any case, we ate and talked about disgusting food. I'm just appalled that Lucas ate lizards and those kind of gross stuff before! Talk about eew.
And I discovered a common like between the two of us... omg!
After that, I realized that Jia Wei needed to buy the gong string that he was SUPPOSED to buy WEEKS AGO. And the time was like 8 45. We could have been irresponsible bastards and forgo the string and be punctual for band.
But we made another decision.
We scouted around Serangoon central to search for a tailor shop and there was one but their Chinese sucks so much (I don't meant to be an elitist but it's TRUE) that the uncle misunderstood their question and we walked one big round.
It was then that I remembered that the other time when I bought the Marimba string, I bought at a tailor shop so OBVIOUSLY strings can be bought there. So we went back there again... and I posed the question. And we got the string! Yay!
But as a result, we reached band at 9 25 and Miss Lee was soooooooooooooooooooo freaking pissed with us lah! Wrath got into her head that she accused of eating MacDonalds. Wrath is bad.
Anyway, she pumped us 50 which is like the BIGGEST number of pumps that I have EVER done in my 4 years as a Bandit.
But even so, I never regretted my breakfast today. It was the most beautiful and wonderful breakfast that I have ever had in my 16 years, with all seriousness.
Now for the bad things...
I just want to sum it up in one sentence.
"When horses go for a race, they wear a mask so that they cannot see who their opponents are. Why bother about what other people say? Just do your thing and go for it."
It sounds happy, but a sad thing happened which got me sad and I just got this line from a movie on Channel 5.
Yay.
3 more days! Esplanade is now my favorite um... never mind.
Listened to music @ 10:18 PM
