♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008
Well the coldness lingered on to today. Call me stupid or whatever, I don't think he's making use of me... there's like nothing useful about me that's to be used! The most heart-wrenching thing is probably pondering over why he treats me hot and cold.
Now, for other things.
Something happened at home just now and I was wondering, "Am I immune?"
immune... not only to how cold and disgusting my family is... but also to many many many other things...
Yes, I got an unreasonable shelling AGAIN just now.
Please consider the following lines.
"Is it because I've become strong that I can be without tears or...?"
What's the first impression that this quote gives you? Hope? Strength?
For me... it was despair.
Maybe I'm being pessimistic now but I really don't think that the quote is inspirational at all.
It simply means, I've become so numb to pain that I don't cry anymore.
Isn't that a sad thing?
Immunity seems so good but... it really just means that you've suffered a lot... a lot.
Oh well, what random rants.
Five more days to the concert! Here's to everyone's good health. And my health is fallingggggg... thanks to Zen! (FYI he licked my water bottle... and he has a cough! YUCK!)
Anyway, I wonder if I'm immune to his treatment towards me... but seeing at how my mood is really fluctuating... I guess not...
Listened to music @ 9:44 PM
