♥ Thursday, March 06, 2008
Based on the feedback from Peter, I shall change the color in this post around... lol. So this shall be an insight of this week.
Monday:
Ah what happened on Monday... okay nothing much actually just that there was hall assembly and it was some show on Love. Oh wait sorry it's not... it's about racial harmony... and it's really funny! I think my mood was really high cos Mondays always rock since there's Lit! Which means talking to Nicholas Tan and Xing Hao for 2 periods! Haha. But Hall assemblies will always suck unless they install air-cons in the hall and most importantly, let US sit on CHAIRS like the teachers! I think my hip pain last week had something to do with sitting cross-legged on assemblies for 10 years!
Tuesday:
Tuesday sucks, enough said. Some slut ruined my day. Fabian! Why did you know such a slut who destroys other people's lives???? I'm living in pain now because of that slut! I'm very sad!
Wednesday:
Yes, band day. Had to act normal for certain reasons... and I failed horribly. I really can't hide that overwhelming sadness in me... I feel fake if I just hide it. Somehow, I have to let it out. >_> But it was a fruitful band practice... and it's still sad... depressing actually.
Thursday:
That's today. Had PE, where we did some Circuit Training thing. Basically, there are 7 stations of different activities and you just do each station for 1 minute. Haha. Yes, it was retarded but oh well, still fun, in a way. And... =( It's not getting better! It sucks! I'm living in torment! Please... don't give me the cold shoulder.
Basically, I'm not happy at all this week. I'm really not.
So, since I feel such depression... what better way to 'celebrate' this morose than to post a depressing song?
Little by little the warmth you left me is going out
If it's gone completely, what will my body mean?
Seized with several impulses, I'm lost in a maze with no exit
The sense of reality urges me suddenly to find the way out
But why can't I leave this place, so strangely?
(*)I can smile naturally about this time tomorrow
As if nothing has happened
I've always walked in such a manner
But I can't control this game as I wish
The moment I say something
Everything may slip down through my fingers like sand
And I only wait for the time, passing by so slowly
(**)I need no makeshift words
Which I'll probably forget about this time tomorrow
I had made this game a little longer than usual
No problem, I'll be able to find another one
Repeat (*)
Repeat (**)
Please tell me that this pain is surely an illusion
Please tell me that I'm not like myself at all now
Please tell me, because otherwise, I'll yearn for you warmth again
GAME - ayumi hamasaki
Yes, if you read deeper into the lyrics and analyze them, I'm sure you'll know how I feel. =)
By the way, please give feedback on this color system!
Listened to music @ 9:58 PM
