Band was from 09 00 to 17 00 today.
I don't know why, but the Percussion section seems to be getting themselves into a new scandal every band practice.
... It puzzles me but when I see them getting scolded, I feel kind of sad.
It's not really about Mark or anything but something else.
I think that they were all born to soar, so why are they contended with crawling?
Giving up easily and being nonchalant... I don't think this is the Mark/Lucas/Saw/Jia Wei that God had in mind when He created them. They really could do so much more, if they believed.
What's stopping them? Temptations? Appearance sake?
I don't think it's worth to be humiliated just to get all those.
Imagine having someone need to tell you to take your bag and go home because you just sneak out of the band room like that... it's very humiliating.
If the Percussions are actually okay with that (well obviously not, since they either had a black face or an embarrassed face when they came back...), then it means they're okay with people lowering their worth. Isn't that sad?
I don't care if I'm going to sound like a naive idiot but I sincerely believe that the Percussions are not bad people by nature. Well, no one is actually. Perhaps they are misunderstood, or got lost somewhere there... whatever it is, someone has to pull them back. I hope that person will appear soon.
Because sometimes, it's not just about band, it's about life. Are you guys going to sneak out of your office because you feel like it? You'll get sacked, which isn't worth it. Do you see why Xing Hao was so pissed... perhaps to you all it was like nothing wrong, but really, we care. We know it's going to affect you guys in the long run, so before it's implemented... We...
Mark and Lucas. You two are not Grade 7 Piano for NOTHING. I mean, no one is perfect so obviously no one expects you to be the perfect member or whatever but... to what extent are you showing your musicality? Playing the same percussion instruments over and over again... I'll be bored too. Perhaps that's why you want to do something different during band to find excitement. But you could have fun playing different parts for different songs... if you actually bother to work hard. It's like you have wasted your parents' money on getting piano teachers and paying for you piano exams.
Surely, no one was hoping for these horrible things. So, no one is stopping you from anything... but yourself.
People are like glass windows. We shine when the sun is out but we only show what kind of people we are in the night, when we shine from the light within.
Yes, I believe that you are like that too. I think many other people have believed too. But have you?
^^ I sound like some important person giving some lecture but honestly I'm just a small, helpless person. Actually, I sort of doubt that the Percussions would bother... since they're so nonchalant in just about almost everything... but still... these are my thoughts, so... Well this blog is made to private anyway so how many people actually read this? Lol.
Supposing life is a momentary dream
It would be like a flower
Even if destined to fall
It is all the more precious for its transience
What I lost somewhere once
What I left somewhere on that day
Now I go on a journey
With what is left in my hands
What are you thinking about now?
What can I do for you?
Maybe it is valuable as it has no forms
Maybe it is cruel and beautiful
Whether it rains or it blows
On the glowing day or on the silent night
Even if here is the end of the world
I wish to show you the continuation of the dream
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
What are you thinking about now?
What can I do for you?
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will grow a beautiful flower
And offer it to you
I will sing a song
And sing by your side
I will sing a song
And sing by your side
Dolls - ayumi hamasaki
What are you thinking about now? "I hate you."
What can I do for you? "Get out of my sight."
