♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008
Today is band day again! Woke up at the usual time and went for band. Had sectionals before the wonderful main band started. Well full band was so short today! Like we did the singing part for Hymn to the Sun and then Rolling Thunder and Rumble on the High Plains and it was like dismissal?
But anyway, I stayed for Alumni after that. We did Machu Pichu, Hymn to the Sun, Noah's Ark and Rolling Thunder in like er 2.5 hours? OMG.
And from the dismissal of main band to the start of Alumni... something happened, that made my heart went up and down and made my mind go to a blank.
Yes, I went to play soccer. Just for you, I played soccer for the first time in my 16 years as a human! And what did you say?
"Wah lau we got a suck goalkeeper."
Omg? I'm new and I know NUTS about soccer okay... Just broke my heart like that.
But anyway, I sent an SMS to him later on to apologize and he said it's okay anyway so yeah I guess.
And I totally love that 15 min we spent during sectionals with Jia Wei and Lucas and Saw... just to gossip about the teachers. Lol. It was so fun and beautiful. Because of you...
Why is it that whenever you break my heart.... you always do other things that make me think that you are a good person and you don't deserve all these misunderstandings that others give you?
Which brings me to my next point. Why do you always treat me like a joke? Letting the whole Percussion read the letter that I wrote to you... fine. Them making fun of it... fine.
Me worrying that you'll be pissed off while in actual fact you're just joining in the fun with them isn't fine at all. It's like I worried for nothing...
But why must I spend that 15min with you today to make me happy again? Why must Saw tell me something about you yesterday that just made me... like you even more?
Why? Why? Why?
If anyone can't control his emotions and decides to talk to THAT person... please don't ever mention that I fell in love with him for the intention of him loving back. I just need him to treat me with more warmth. That's all I ask for.
Anyway, some people are just plain immature. Jeremy that *(&**(&*&^*&^87 told HIM that I am going to "rape" him or whatever. Oh please, I am not that stupid right? I mean, what's this big fad about gays raping every single guy that they see? Go look at yourself in the mirror first, you'll be the LAST person I would ever WANT to 'rape'.
Oh well enough about the perplexing things. Jia Wei took all the food meant for the parents for the i-mac book thing! LOL and omg he just took all the hash browns and spring rolls out and dumbed all the remaining cakes away! Like what the hell lah.
I just hope... the days till I pass out on 15th April would be happy. =|
Listened to music @ 10:11 PM
