♥ Tuesday, February 05, 2008
I'm very sad now.
These few days have been so life-draining I don't know if I have anymore energy to continue.
Something happened yesterday and only a few people know what it is... It's just so depressing that I have to write 5 songs to express that depressing feeling? I'm really sorry, HORSEGRAMS... I'm just really sorry, even though I know you won't bother about such an insignificant apology... I'm still sorry.
I try too hard and I'm over-assuming.
To look on the brighter side of life... my appeal for HCl worked and I'm back in having lessons with Xing Han again. Cause for celebration? Maybe.
And the thing I wanted to buy... I've got the estimated prices. Definitely within my budget. Haha.
... Even after typing these two happy things, I'm still sad.
Just a few days ago, one of my classmates told me that he calls this person "Jun Xiang's husband!" for the past few weeks.
I'm so grossed out by that. How could anyone go through such a humiliation. I mean does it even matter now whether I love that person or not? It's just insulting and I feel so guilty about it. All because of me, once again. A thousand sorries can't even make up for anything... I'm really sorry.
I'll be posting the main song about that incident tomorrow maybe. Too lazy to take my lyric booklet (yes I got one) out.
Endless sorrow.
Listened to music @ 5:15 PM
