♥ Tuesday, January 22, 2008
I have been thinking of someone lately... though I know I should stop (I'm not talking about Mark, for those who are thinking that way)... So I've found one song that describes my feelings now. It's a sad song but somehow I know I'm not sad. It's a complicated thing but whatever. =D
The summer has come again and again since then
But why am I looking back upon the past again
Tracing the footprints?
I remember everything, even now
Your voice calling my name, your casual habits
I want to forget but I don't want to forget
Did I choose the right way?
But I keenly understand that there is no answer
Whomever I may ask it to
Please tell me someday that you are happy
And smile
I gently lock my memories away
Leaving them to be beautiful
This feeling, this feeling, goes up into the sky
And be dispersed beautifully like fireworks
HANABI ~ episode II ~ - Ayumi Hamasaki
So... things won't be that bad after all. Heck, perhaps I just won't live with that sort of love for now. I mean love comes in many other forms... I don't really need this form for now.
Listened to music @ 7:14 PM
