♥ Sunday, December 16, 2007
It was the TPJC concert yesterday and I was just thinking to myself "Why so fast one???" Indeed, it has been so fast lor... just that few practices and I won't be there anymore... I'll definitely miss the people there!
Anyway, I screwed up on a few songs! Uh-oh! But in any case, it was still fun AND everyone just got high during El Cumbanchero lor... and the comments I heard for the concert was so heartwarming. A lot of people told me that the concert "just got better and better as each song finishes". Hahaha. Then it was camwhore time with other people. I took photos with my own section and the flute section! But I think my section was the only section which never took section photos (if you count in the Alumni) lor. I'll get the photos tomorrow! Haha.
Anyway, I just wrote another four poems/songs again and guess what? None of them are happy!
USELESS
Words by me.
The pain that I'm feeling
Do you understand it?
Does he understand it?
Does anyone understand it?
I told myself while crying
"I'll watch over you"
You're just sleeping there
And I am more heartbroken
I understand now
If the person you're looking for
Is missing
I'll do all that I can to
Find him
Because he is the one
You love
I only can bring you
Heartaches and headaches
And even singing that
Sounds boastful
I accept now
I shall hide my love
For you
I don't wish to burden you
Any further
Because you are the one
I love
I understand now
I accept now
If the person you're looking for
Is missing
I'll do all that I can to
Find him
Because he is the one
You love
I shall hide my love
For you
I don't wish to burden you
Any further
Because you are the one
I love
- USELESS
Food for thought: Oh well how emo can this get? Even more, perhaps.
Present
Words by me.
I gave you "it"
Although I know you will never like "it"
Because "it" is something
I gave to you
But if you think about it
"It" is just something
That anyone else can give
But whether you like "it"
Depends on who gave you "it"
Does this mean that I'm nothing to you?
I should be happy that I still
Have these moments with you
Although we are just going to appear as strangers
Somehow... we still communicate
I'm contented for that
It "it" was
Something he gave you
You'd like it because
He gave you "it"
So I believe that
"It" could be something
That everyone can give
But whether you like "it"
Depends on who gave "it" to you
Does this mean that I'm nothing to you?
I should be happy that I still
Have these moments with you
Although we are just going to appear as strangers
Somehow... we still communicate
I'm contented for that
- Present
Food for thought: Lol at all the "it"s.
dreamland
Words by me.
I awoke in a strange place
And you were just there
I think I was smiling to myself
Because it is just wonderful
You told me with a smile
"I love you more than anything"
I think tears rolled down my face
Because I was so touched
We ran across the beach
In the summer days
Laughing so innocently
As if nothing
Could have gone wrong
Even till now, I guess
I couldn't figure out
That surreal place
But I don't care because
You were here with me
"I love you too!"
I said with a smile
The sun was smiling at us
I don't need anything else
As long as you were beside me
Touching your face; it felt so real
Looking at each other
Like we were just what we needed...
We ran across the beach
In the summer days
Laughing so innocently
As if nothing
Could have gone wrong
I don't need anything else
As long as you were beside me
Touching your face; it felt so real
Looking at each other
Like we were just what we needed...
Dreams are the opposite of reality
- dreamland
Food for thought: dreamland... That's a very nice name okay?
There
Words by me.
I saw you in a distance
You looked very happy
And was just laughing
With him next to you
But when you spoke to me
You told me of things
That you might not
Tell him
But it's certain that
Whatever you tell him
You don't tell me
Is there a reason
To why you always
Are so happy with them?
Similarly, it must be
The same for me too
But it's certain that
I am a bit different
From the rest of them
In this world that's ever changing
Will you be the only never changing thing?
If it's so, I'd rather it not to be true
Because I want you to smile at me
Like how you did to them
If you are trapped at somewhere
Within your fears
I'll go there too and get you out
But even if
I can't do such a thing because
You won't let me
I'll stand here and wait for you
If you are trapped somewhere
Within your fears
I'll find him and he'll save you
Since it's supposed to be
I can't do such a thing because
I'm so useless
But I'll stand here and wait for you
I pray that they will always be next to you
So that you will always be happy
- There
Food for thought: Does this look very emo? I don't know, okay I actually do, cos it's just emo to me.
Listened to music @ 9:35 PM
