♥ Sunday, December 16, 2007
We started to walk calmly and determinedly
With the same scars in our hearts
With our backs to each other
Without looking back
We believed
We found out one unchanged thing
But we felt it was changing
And took a step back
Yet another step back afterwards
So as not to be hurt
I wanted to say 'Thank you'
I couldn't say 'Thank you'
Because it's like 'Good-bye forever'
And too sad
Maybe I shall be born again to myself some day
And start a journey to seek for you
One day
When I happened to be puzzled a little
By a new and unfamiliar view
Which I must have chosen
The gentle wind just like you
Blew by me
I wanted to say 'I love you'
I couldn't say 'I love you'
But I feel it was both my biggest lie
And the truth
Even if I'm born again to someone else
I'll start a journey to seek for you
Together When... - Hamasaki Ayumi
I wish I could write lyrics as good as this!
Because of that, I wrote new songs again. It really works to express your emotions and inner thoughts!
Irony Love
Lyrics by me.
Have you ever cried because of me?
Have you ever fretted because of me?
If anything, I'd like to believe that
You really had
Sorrow really shouldn't be displayed
It's a feeling I always keep inside
By doing this, you'd believe that
I never was
Though I firmly tell myself
"I'll stand by you, no matter what"
It's useless when you
Don't want me to do so...
Even if the world goes against you
I won't because I never would
But it's pointless isn't it?
When it will never happen
Have you ever smiled because of me?
Have you ever suffered because of me?
If anything, I'd like to believe that
You really had
By showing my usual smile all the time
It's a feeling that everyone likes
By doing this, you'd believe that
I don't really care
Though I firmly tell you
"I'll stand by you, no matter what"
It's useless when it's just something
That I wish to do...
The nicknames they give you
It's lovely, isn't it?
The affection you show them
It's heartwarming, isn't it?
I shall not believe that you treat me as second fiddle
Simply because you will never do such a thing
Perhaps to you, I'm just something like...
Something different from the rest
Though I firmly tell myself
"I'll stand by you, no matter what"
It's useless when you
Don't want me to do so...
Though I firmly tell you
"I'll stand by you, no matter what"
It's useless when it's just something
That I wish to do...
Even if the world goes against you
I won't because I never would
But it's pointless isn't it?
When it will never happen
The nicknames they give you
It's lovely, isn't it?
The affection you show them
It's heartwarming, isn't it?
I don't care if I'm sad or not
It's meaningless, isn't it?
As long as I get to see your true smile
It'll be reassuring, won't it be?
Slowly I walk alone
It'll be this way
Until...
- Irony Love
Listened to music @ 12:23 AM
