♥ Thursday, December 20, 2007
reason
Words by me.
Walking down the streets today
I saw many different people
And strange things they do
Everyone just looked at them
Because they are weird
To them, and only them
Sometimes... we miss the whole point
(*)Everyone stares at the old woman
Who was talking to herself
"She's weird" they thought to themselves
But that's all they know
No one knows she's doing that
Because no one wants to talk to her
Except for herself
I am like that too you know
Doing my usual things
That others don't approve of
Even the things you do
I perceive them in such a way
It was my fault
Sometimes... we miss the whole point
(**)So I say "I love you"
It doesn't matter what I say
Or how I say it, does it?
What matters is why I say it
You know why? Because
I really really really really
Am in love with you
*
**
- reason
BLOWN UP
Words by me
It was a mere few days
And I thought it was a few years
You see? I overestimate myself
Thinking the truth is 'this'
But it in fact it is 'that'
You see? I overestimate myself
I'll just stay the way I am now
It's not like things will change
(*)I was meant to be like that to you
He was meant to be like that to you
You see? It boils down to our own choices
Your choice wasn't me
It never was me
What was unimportant
I blew it up to such
Mythological proportions
Thinking I am like 'this'
But the truth is that
I am really just 'that'
Things will be the best like that
It just has to be
(**)I thought too much of myself
And too little of other people
It turns out that I am what I perceive
Of those other people
Nice never was me
"I am so stupid!" I shouted to myself
Sadly, no one hears it but me
*
**
- BLOWN UP
INSIGNIFICANT
Words by me
(*)What I thought was the most important
Turned out to be the least important
I was thinking about myself
That day when I thought to myself
"Only me and no one else"
I already destroyed whatever that was
Left of me
What am I? Do I hold a place to you?
I answered my own doubts
With answers I only found out now
Were false
*
That day when you said to me
"It's absolutely unnecessary"
I merely smiled a little and nodded
To hide
What am I? Do I hold a place to you?
You answered my doubts
With answers I never considered
As answers
(**)You see? I realized too late that
I am nothing but nothing actually
It's okay, right?
- INSIGNIFICANT
Listened to music @ 10:59 PM
