♥ Saturday, November 24, 2007
Tsk tsk tsk Fredy socializes with his section members during combined band in TPJC...
I'm not anti-social lor... just that it's to a certain extent, wrong, to talk during combined band... I'd much prefer to speak to Justin before/after band, which I do anyways...
Anyway, end of spaziness! I'm going to talk about thinking too much...
You know, I am quite a sensitive person, and it's not that sort of sensitiveness towards other people's feelings and all that, but rather sensitiveness to the actions and words of other people and how I perceive them.
Confusing? Bleah, it's prolly due to my bad English, but to say it in a "simpler" form, it'd mean I'm sensitive, not so much towards how others feel and all that, but more towards how I think and analyze what others do and say to me.
Weird but... I am weird.
So anyway, I think that really kills me sometimes. I get depressed and what have you often because I am too sensitive. Little and insignificant things that other people do or say, I'd exaggerate it and make it seem like a big thing, then behaving like the world has ended or something...
It kills me, really.
So, from now on, little things that people do... I'm going to try not to think too much about them. This is after all, not some story that I have to analyze, so keep it simple? Haha.
After all, humans are humans. We joke around and all that, and it's such a wet blanket to be a over sensitive person... I mean, sometimes people like me should just join in the fun... and not think so much about behavior/words and all that... it dampens my spirits, a lot.
So, that only means I'll be happier. Haha, waves of happiness keep coming, don't they?
I'm lovin' it.
Listened to music @ 10:22 PM
