♥ Thursday, October 11, 2007
Day: Thursday
Mood: Depressed
Weather: Dark and windy (nice!)
Haha yes, that is the new format of my blog posts from now on, not sure how long it'll last though.
Anyway, got back exam papers today, Physics, Chem and SS.
Physics, as expected was a fail. 30/85
SS, was... meh. 19/25 for SBQ which got me so high for a while, but guess what I got for SEQ? 8/25... 27/50
Elective Lit is not ready yet.
Chem was the pleasant surprise... I passed it! Although it's a borderline pass but it is the very first pass that I've got (CA2 is not counted cos homework marks made me pass). However, it's not enough to pull my Physics up so that my Science can pass. Oh well. 44/85
That's the results for now. I'm happy that I passed SS and Chem, so you might be wondering why I'm still depressed.
There are many things that I do now to keep myself away from certain memories/thoughts. Examples are, playing Pokemon on my DS... watching TV. Okay that's all but at least I'm trying.
Anyway, no matter how hard I try, every time before I sleep, my mind will be filled with past memories and thoughts and I'd cry on certain nights when it's too much to bear (that doesn't happen very often though). The irony is, these memories do make me feel very happy.
Anyway, I've come in terms with myself about something, and that I've told myself what it really is supposed to be, and that I'm think too well of it. Therefore, I shouldn't be too bothered about that "Oh it was so nice in the past and now it's all gone" thought. ^_^
Hopefully, the mood rating for tomorrow will be not Depressed anymore. Haha.
Listened to music @ 11:34 PM
