♥ Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Taking the fact that my brother is not in the house, I watched the Countdown Live 2006-2007 concert by Ayumi, just so that I'd feel better cos of a totally shitty thing that happened just now... and certain memories deciding to haunt me.
After the concert, I felt happier... and with a tinge of sadness as well.
What happened before everything was, yesterday when I shut down the computer, all was fine. But this morning, when I decided to switch it on to print out the maths answers, I couldn't switch it on and confronted my brother. As usual he tried to push the blame to me but when I nailed him down with solid proof, heh as usual he said, "I didn't ask for your comments so just shut up."
We all know what happened after. Anyway, I obviously needed a getaway. So I watched Ayumi's countdown concert.
She sang three songs which struck me when I remembered their lyrics. I'll definitely post them here later on.
These three songs all had a similar theme, somewhat of a gratitude towards someone... a lot of her songs have such a theme and it's because of such songs that remind me that there are people out there who care for me, despite the obvious unloving-ness in my family.
Listened to music @ 11:39 PM
