♥ Thursday, August 02, 2007
I remember when I was a sec2, and my Lit/Form teacher was Mrs. Audrey Chong. On one lesson, she mentioned about the ironies of life, and how they occur around us every day. She also she'll write a book on ironies of life when she gets old. Haha.
Anyway, perhaps it's because I've matured, or gotten enlightened, or something magical; I see life in a bigger view. I get to see the ironies of life every day as well.
Who I want wants someone else who is oblivious to who I want. Irony much? Perhaps it's ironies like that that makes life enjoyable, fun and worth it.
Ever since yesterday night, that painful and cold feeling in my heart is non-existent. I was enlightened, obviously. Now my chest feels kind of light, like I'm floating on clouds. Yeah baby.
In the past, my faults were beyond comprehension.
Trying too hard. That's one of them, I'm not contended with certain endings; it's like everything needs to go according to MY way. Tsk tsk tsk, selfish Arian. However, now I'm more leaning towards "so be it". Not trying too hard, just accepting things as they should be. Sometimes, it's a beauty when things are left as they are.
Anyway, going to have CA2 Compo next Tuesday before an ultimate 5 day break from school. Zeus! Then it's CA2. =.= Oh well. I can't fail it if not I'll be banned from Alumni so that only means one thing --- work hard!
I leaned on Justin Mai's shoulder today during SS AND English... oh well what can I say... it's a great feeling when you lean on someone else's shoulder.
Anyway (lol the 3rd time I'm using anyway... make that the 4th), I feel like I'm falling ill too. Experiencing some feeling at the back of my throat which spells a sore throat. Why is everyone falling ill? Fortunately the concert's over already.
By the way, I realized that it's a happy thing to read other people's blog. Like reading about their tragic lives and all that... just makes me feel like I'm nothing compared to them. Getting emo over non-existent stuff and all that... compared to theirs. My happiness was taken for granted.
Which brings me to another point. There was this advertisement on a Channel U show and then they highlighted this quotation from this girl. So it goes like this,
“你嘴边一直挂着‘死’这个字，难道你觉得你现在活着是理所当然的吗？”
Which translates to, "You keep mentioning death, do you take your living for granted?"
Well, my dear people, life is precious. So... hold onto it well.
Listened to music @ 10:46 PM
