♥ Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Naive?
Sometimes my thoughts are naive. Sometimes I think too simple, sometimes I think too complicated.
Right now, I'm facing something. Something which I don't know how to combat.
My feelings and thoughts towards are so complicated that I ask myself if I am actually just making a mountain out of a molehill. Am I?
Anyway, has everyone heard of the myth of Pandora?
Long ago, the Gods gave Pandora a box and instructed her NEVER to open it, no matter what. Curiosity got the better of her and she opened the box. All the bad things that we have in this world came out of the box. Sickness;wrath;hatred;loneliness;sadism (lol).
However, one good (or so the myth states) thing came out of the box as well. Hope.
From this myth, we can infer 3 things.
1) Curiosity is spelled as that. It's not curiousity. Something which I always misspelled in the past.
2) Well, listen to God's instructions.
3) Hope.
1) is pretty straightforward.
For point 2, Pandora obviously defied the Gods (that being Zeus, Hera and those I think) and well she screwed everyone up! The point is, listen to instructions.
Like my dear class for example, who never does point 2. In the end, we always get ourselves in deep shit.
Point 3 is what I wish to talk about.
Hope. Is it good? Is it bad? Or both? What is your opinion?
I used to think that Hope is always good because when you have hope, things go better. That is until I read an article about Pandora's box. It is said that Hope may not necessarily be a good thing, since Hope gives people false hope as well.
False hope. I give myself that and I receive that as well. Sometimes the pain of false hope can be so horrendous that it beats getting a sore throat.
Therefore, I believe now that Hope is good and bad.
But that doesn't mean that I'm pessimistic. To be realistic and not so naive about the world... it's something I need to be. Face it, is false hope existent? Obviously it is. However, I can't deny the fact that hope has saved me sometimes as well.
In conclusion, Hope, to me, is good and bad.
Whatever it is, something that I really want.
People, please stop taking me as some plushie. For one, none of you are people whom I want to be touched. Next, it's annoying the shit out of me. Lastly, I just ABHOR it.
Before I go off, I'm going to get a resolution for this week. If I accomplish, it'll be permanent.
NO BITCHING!
Be strong!
Listened to music @ 10:34 PM
