♥ Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Haha, I changed my font color! It's a big jump from the usual pink/purple. Today's starting color is my 4th favorite color, sky blue. In case you were wondering, my favorite 7 colors are...
1) Pink
2) Purple
3) White
4) Sky Blue
5) Green
6) Gold
7) Silver
I'm getting giddy look at all these colors.
Well, everything I do has a purpose, so what's the purpose of changing my font color? I'm doing this for Lit project so this should be nice.
As time surges on, people and feelings change. Do we change for the better, or for the worse? Do we forgive and forget those whom we hate? Do we stop loving the people whom we swore to love forever? Have we lost our roots?
We always ask ourselves questions, while struggling amidst our own contradictions. We may say "I forgive you", but do we forget? No, we don't, because we bear grudges.
Perhaps we claim that we love someone but do we really love that someone? Maybe we love for the sake of loving, or perhaps because we're bored. However, sometimes, that feeling is so strong; we're certain we are truly in love. Or are we?
With a gain comes a loss. The law of equilibrium trade is in life everywhere. In a choice for your benefit and my relationship with you, the former is the best for you. Insisting on the latter is selfish and thus won't justify anything about friends or lovers.
By the way, if you've noticed, the previous paragraph has nothing to do with the lit project. So I'm not talking about it anymore.
Anyway, we're all in search of someone to be with forever. Sometimes, even if it feels so right but if you are a burden to him. and you really love him, then just let go. It definitely beats dragging him, stopping in what he's doing.
Are we always sad? Humans are such forgetful creatures...
With the memories, I'm happy enough. Besides, I believe there's something else out there for me to love. Like music, or trumpets.
Whatever it is, letting go is easier said than done. I don't expect myself to be completely not in love with you come tomorrow morning, nor do I expect myself to accomplish it so quickly. It takes time, maybe I'll even fail along the way. However, I'll persevere, because I know what's meant to be and what's not. It's wrong and selfish to insist things on my own way when I know it obviously brings harm to my dearest(s).
Listened to music @ 10:12 PM
