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♥ Thursday, May 17, 2007

Haha. One week since I've posted. I apologize for that emo post down there.

Anyway, wow guess what's up for SA1?

English
Paper 1:
Compo - 17/30
Situational - 15/30
Paper 2:
Compre - 10/25
Summary - 11/25
Total:
48/100

Higher Chinese
Not sure about the details but my teacher said.
49.5/100

Geography
SA1 Paper: 36/75
Which translates to...
48/100

E-Maths
Paper 1: 8/40
Paper 2: 23/60
Total : 31/100

A-Maths
SA1 Paper: 13.5/80
Which translates to...
17/100

Science
Physics: 20/85
Chemistry: 29/85
Which translates to...
29/100 in total.

Combined Humans
SS:
Part 1 - 8/25
Part 2 - 15/25
Total - 23/50
Literature
Part 1 - 14/25
Part 2 - 18/25
Total - 32/50
Grand Total - 55/100

So as you can see, I failed everything for Combined Humans. I wasn't mad about that.
I was mad that 3 of my subjects, English, Higher Chinese and Geography were at 48, 49.5 and 48 respectively. It's just 2 more marks or less to get a pass for those 3. ARGH!

I even told Xing Han when he told me my Higher Chinese marks that I'd "投海自杀".
Of course, I didn't mean it. But it was just plain infuritating.

Well, it's all over so like I don't think I can do anything to change the past.
There's still CA2 & SA2 so I guess I'll work harder for it!

English, Geog, HCL, Humans are passable to me so I should work more for them.

Heh, Irony. In class, my chem is like... good like I can actually follow up the work etc but in exams... 29/85, bleah. Judge it yourself.

Well, since I'm not so exuberant today, might as well talk about a song.

It's 楽園 or Paradise by CAVE. To those who don't know, it's the 3rd ending song of the Yu-Gi-Oh anime. Not that I'm crazy over the show... the song is nice.

Anyway, the song's using an analogy of a flower. How a flower starts from a fragile seed, susceptible to wind and bad weather, much like us when we started in our life; weak to insults and all those.

Then we bud and grow into a sprout. Ah, we're a little taller. Now, this to me is the most important stage; it's like our teenage years. How we really become who we are in the future, depends greatly on our friends, our environment, etc. We're wild, full of adrealine and reckless. Many a time, we come to regret certain things that we do.

But we all grow into a flower in the end; so gentle, beautiful. We are flowers now, strong and beautiful. Now, there are alot of different kinds of flowers; roses, tulips, rafflesia, etc.
What flower we grow into depends on what we have done and what has changed our thinkings when we were still a sprout. In the end, we can't just forget our lives as a sprout and just start life anew like that. Memories will always stay inside us and it's really hard to erase them. It's really hard.

But we have to remember again, flowers are so beautiful; so transient.

The unsetting sun rises endlessly
Can't it make the stuff about "dreams are dreams" end?
"Please don't throw it away easily", the bud that have started to bloom
In your opened hands is a....."secret paradise"

A straight rail and a treacherous route
Whether you'll go or not, it's all of yourself
I'm already fed up with counting on my fingers inside the cage

Respect! Boys, show me your bluffs
Even if you're clumsy, sketch the map
And then, let's walk without stopping

The unsetting sun turns what's impossible into possible
And dreams won't speak of themselves
"Please don't bury it alive" the desire germinating
Lurking in the depths of the sprout is a....."secret paradise"

A good-feeling beat and a rusted rhythm
Whether you'll let them live or kill them, it's all your freedom
I'm already fed up with licking clean the candy that I got

Respect! Girls, guard your fears, we don't need faked smiles anymore
So let's laugh without being poisoned

If the unsetting sun became more like you
Turn your unfreedom into freedom and overcome common sense
"Feels like you wanna believe in yourself," you have gotten lost on paths
But hiding in your chest is a..."secret paradise"

"For how long are you going to have endless dreams?" to what point are you let yourself pass by...?
young voice never give up, more than what God thinks
The miracle will continue on more and more, right...?

楽園 - CAVE

Listened to music @ 5:13 PM