♥ Friday, May 04, 2007
Sometimes when you want to hold on but it hurts so bad...
I've realised how everything around me has changed, including myself.
The people I knew, are they people I know?
We all seem to have changed so much that we lost ourselves back then.
We ran across the beach in the summer days, laughing with innocence.
I just want to hold on while I still can; time is running short.
But I'm still so afriad, afriad of what might come again.
I don't want history to repeat itself.
That gap seems to be getting bigger every day.
How long is it going to be before you slip away from my hands?
I really want to go back in time again.
Since when have I lost something, only to find it back again?
Chances like that don't come too easily, do they?
Ah, in hindsight; looking back.
I regret it.
Just barely two months and I know I can't walk back like nothing has happened.
Something HAD happened.
I don't feel like I can go back again, can you give me a sign?
Your smile has taught me that we're now in the closest place to Forever.
But is it true? Because of decisions you have made, because of people that changed your life, I can't be who I was.
I suppose Destiny is giving me a sign. A sign to just stop and give up. Perhaps what's not meant to be was never meant to be. Still I'm being a fool cos I'll only stop trying. I can't stop this undying love.
I'm thinking, I'm thinking.
Somedays, I just keep pretending that you're dreaming of the same fariytale ending as I.
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad.
I guess I can't keep something I never had.
Listened to music @ 11:16 PM
