♥ Thursday, April 05, 2007
Hello.
Recently, I've learnt Lexcial Sets in English lessons.
Lexical Sets - variety of words relating to a common theme.
It's great. So I've come up with a Lexical Set for a sex essay.
moan
groin
crotch
suck
bite
scream
shout
screech
nibble
nipple
cock
dick
penis
vagina
pussy
clitoris
g-spot
g-string
thong
boxers
touch
hair
ear
fuck
thrust
screw
wet
cum
semen
cumming
lick
saliva
pre-cum
anal
doggy-style
handjob
blowjob
foreplay
petting
wank
play
blood
That's all I can think of for now. How cool it will be, a sex essay.
7 more days to SYF! It's like really exciting!
You know, I really dread night time sometimes. I am so bored during night time that my mind goes wild and I think of things that'll make me cry and have sleepless nights. Because it always is horrible to know that in the past, you're probably chatting happily with a special someone. And it's not happening anymore now.
The worst way to miss someone is to be right next to him and knowing that you can't be with him.
Oh ya, Ayumi's songs always get me thinking. Even something that appears simplistic like fairyland is actually very complicated in my perception.
Then there's No way to say and forgiveness, which are my personal favourites, because they are so meaningful.
I mean life isn't about love and getting wasted because of him, I mean there's more to it most of the time.
Sometimes we make mistakes when we are lost;
Some of them are not big
But we are still remorseful and lonely
We start to walk emotionlessly
As if nothing had happened;
But I still remember
This never ending fight.
It must be because no matter whose love it is -
We keep protecting it
It must be because no matter whom it belongs to -
We really believe in it
Maybe, in order to protect love
Everyone wishes to believe in something;
But I only wanted to keep my love,
All serious sins,
All immoral things,
But I was holding on for my love...
Don't we feel this sometimes? The mistakes we make, we appear as if they are of no big deal but we feel the worst inside. Is this hypocrisy? Acting like someone else, in another mood infront of everybody else. Is it wrong? Is it right to really be honest? What if you hurt someone else? What if you get everyone worried? What if everything was bottled up and when you explode someday, it is unstoppable?
Is forgiveness really existent? To forgive someone of his mistakes, to give him another chance. What if he doens't appreciate it? What if he's still who he was? Won't you have wasted your time? That must be what is going through our minds when we are contemplating to forgive someone.
Some people forgive easily, some rarely do. Who is right and wrong? Is that feeling of being forgiven great? If so, then why do people keep repeating their mistakes?
To give an excuse everytime, using love and religion. Is that right? You want to be a professional musician because you want to. Not because of your love, right?
If so, then are you being selfish? How are you not selfess then?
The power of faith is so strong sometimes...
forgiveness...
Listened to music @ 6:52 PM
