♥ Sunday, February 04, 2007
Had an audition for entries into SYF yesterday... and I failed.
But... there's still one more slot for my section and I'll give my all on Wednesday.
Practiced from 11 30 - 13 30 this morning... two hours of hardcore. Wanted to practice again from 19 00 - 21 00 but that bloody project superstar... it's the finals and my brother so wanted to watch it and he's a fucker anyways so yah I couldn't practice! ;_;
Also, I've decided that I am going to practice AT LEAST 2 hours every day where 2 hours was my maximum last time... I am going to push the max hours to 4 hours. Yes I am desperate to be the best.
I don't wish to be an extra on the 11th when we go to LaSell SIA for our exchange with Philwinds.
F.Y.I, Philwinds is like so prestigious. God they are so cool and Mr Chiang is inside there too! And like the 3rd trumpeters there will judge the 3rd trumpeters here so if I ever get to play... well I'll get judged by them! And Mr Chiang said he'll choose like 20+ of us to join Philwinds to play WHAV. HOW COOL IS THAT!?
It's just really a nice thing that we get to have exchange programmes with wonderful bands like Philwinds. There's really Mr Chiang to thank for this.
THANK YOU!
I also realised that some things are just really not meant to be. And trying so hard to salvage everything - why? When all that comes out in the end... is just pain and tears. There really is no point. Loving someone means to cause less trouble for him, to make him just... have an easier life.
I'm not going to be so obstinate anymore.
Listened to music @ 9:26 PM
