♥ Monday, February 19, 2007
I've decided.
Though I may love you like how I always do, I do realise that you won't be there anymore. So, I'd need to get up myself after every fall.
Drawing inspiration from my name's WOMEN by Ayumi Hamasaki, I realised why I'm being an idiot. Now, I don't see how being all I-need-you-to-survive is helping at all. I still love you, just that I'm not going to die without you.
"I like glittering things and pretty things
As much as before
But being cool and being tough
Have become more important lately"
Don't expect me to be crawling after each fall.
'You see? Times have changed so much
But why do I still hear such words as
"Tears are women's weapons"?'
Never will I use them again.
"We don't cry easily
We are not always coquettish
We are not dolls
Who are only dressed-up
We have our weak sides
We are not always smiling
Don't forget
That we don't exist to be convenient for you"
Don't be fooled by my smiles. Thinking that I'm your object of mockery is pure stupidity.
"Though it's certain
I have a pain in my chest on some nights"
You don't expect me to be tough all day long, do you?
"It might be true
The more one experiences sufferings
The more he can be tender and strong"
Hurl your insults at me, I only turn out to be the gentlest and strongest person at the end of the day.
"Do you think you have controlled everything
With a knowing look?
We are not dolls
Who are only dreaming"
Don't underestimate me, betitling me just makes you look more like a moron.
"Do you think you have cheated us well
With a satisfied look?
Do remember
That we are not such simple beings"
You think I'm laughing at your immature jokes, but seriously I'm just laughing at you.
To the spammers at my tagboard, I know who you are. Seriously I think your friends whom I don't really know are much better than you.
Is it even worth it, wasting your time on me? You're better off doing more constructive things.
I don't care how much you hate me, I don't care what you think about what I feel about you. Isn't it obvious? I'm not that low to bother.
Perhaps you'd need more time to get out of your immature shell. Until then, enjoy your time tagging while I enjoy deleting them. I'm not restricting you from tagging. Just that I'll delete as soon as I see them. =)
Besides, tagging here might just improve your English, not. Your confined vocab consisting of whore, fuck, bitch, bastard, penis, cum, asshole, gay, fag, shit, some other words, like cunt and those Hokkien, or whatever languages those are, just don't register in my head. You're better off brushing your vocab first before tagging here.
There are alot of things I could just have said too. Like *beady eyes*. But do you think I'm that low? I'd choose to look at your good sides, thank you very much.
You might think I'm seriously affected, but I am not. I was, and I am not. The old way of insulting someone to make him suffer doesn't work on me. Exercise your brain for something new, please.
With that, the best advice. Just get off and shut up.
Listened to music @ 12:28 PM
