♥ Monday, February 12, 2007
Seriously, I am lousy at adapting to new lifestyles. I just can't get used to not talking to you, not feeling that warmth from you. Suddenly, everything feels so cold, things just come to a drastic stop. I feel time has stopped but yet I feel it's passing on so fast, to that day when it's the final farewell.
However, it is my fault at the end of the day. I've never decided to harbour hatred towards you.
Maybe we did so to protect love.
School today is quite OK. Sometimes I wonder if having Mr Koh Yiew Kiat or Mr Ng Chor Yam will help my maths more since they are regarded as the more pro Maths teachers. However, somehow I feel that I am enjoying maths lessons more with Marianne. Haha. Yes, that 2 periods was nice as always, you just get the vibe that you can ask her for queries.
Then double Higher Chinese. LOL, we're on a topic about self-control. Xing Han was like saying "身体的欲望" and I was like, "Isn't that SEX DRIVE?!" Thus, I spammed "性欲" and he was like saying that as HCL students we should use higher class chinese. I like Xing Han, so I rolled my eyes behind him. 性欲 means 性欲... what's there to change it?...
Then he went to talk about the laws of Singapore being made in the point of a man. He also said he felt unfair on why when men have sex with girls below 16 (he said 14 and someone said we would all have sex if that was the legal age), the man will be charged, in spite of the girl's willingness. However, if otherwise, the woman will be free of charge! LOL. Then he told us a story about a china man who went to Japan for 10 days for business and his wife, left alone, had sex with their 15 year old neighbour to erm get rid of her 性欲. Then when the husband came back, she still did not stop her affair with that neighbour. It was only found out when she was preggers and the doctor told her husband to sign some stuff cos of an infection during her abortion. Haha. 性欲 can be so dangerous at times.
Then English... ah Miss Tan told us about Mr Lau...
Mr Lau met with an accident.
Another's school's scouts' structure fell onto his face and there were fractures on his skulls and internal bleeding and he was like in critical condition but thank God he is in a stablilised condition now. Mr Lau is a very nice teacher and in spite of what other people said about Geog lessons, they seemed fun with him. I hope you recover soon Mr Lau.
All right then it was RME blah that.
Speaking of RME, we were given food rationales cards that was like in war. My class had 32 people so there were only 16 cards. Mr Chia took the first card and asked me, "Do you need one?" Like OMG, that is like so insulting, is he trying to say that I have no control over my 食欲? Hmph. Well I told him, "I DON'T NEED one." I went to the library during recess instead.
My class was so naive too. Many rushed to grab a card, thinking that we're gonna get abalone or some delicacy. True to my expectations, the food was sweet potato. Well sweet potato rocks but they didn't bother to even peel the skin off. Yuck. Anyway, the thing that made me pissed came; my class grabbed the sweet potatoes and threw them all around the classroom. African children are starving now, HELLO!? It just makes me sick.
Friday, we will have lessons till 10 40 before it's recess then the CNY Celebration. School ends around 1. WHY OH WHY!? I have P.E. from 9 20 to 10 40. Now there's NO escaping this horrid subject even though there are nice teachers there!
Listened to music @ 7:58 PM