♥ Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Why are humans such whores? We only realise how much we need somebody when he's gone, when we know that we can't see him anymore.
I think life is like sex, and the progtanist is like a promiscuous whore. You (progtanist) had sex with alot of people. Those who gave undesirable sex keeping coming back. But those that got you a fantastic orgasm and so high and such enjoyable sex are just one-night-stands. Isn't it like life? The people whom you hate stick their asses around and you can't shake them off. But those whom you love so deeply and you need them so much, keep disappearing from your life. What was left of them yesterday, is just a shadow today.
I really need him. I really need him by my side, to motivate me, to give me support, to take me through the night.
I don't care if I'm addicted to him, I don't care if I look like a possessive slut, all I know is that I have to have him, because I need him.
I won't forget you my friend, I'll keep you locked in my head, my darling, who knew?
Who knew that you would leave so abruptly and I'm feeling so empty and so crestfallen now.
I feel so tempted to kiss you to touch you to hold you to embrace you and feel the warmth of your body, but even a brush against your skin seems so forbidden...
Will you forgive me for everything?
Listened to music @ 9:13 PM
