♥ Sunday, September 03, 2006
Erm everybody I just changed the skin to "Love is in the Air". Hope you guys will enjoy it and yes it is a little un-user friendly.... do remember to listen to the theme song of this song!
Ok, I recently discovered that the "changed" me well it's just the old me, with a layer of materialism, shallow-ness and self-centered-ness. (If there were ever such words that is.)
I watched Mean Girls again yesterday night. And I realised that when I watched it the previous times, I only saw one thing. How to be a ditzy blonde, and I learnt to be one, I became someone that I am not, someone that is really just a poser. A plastic. But when watching it again yesterday night, with the words of someone ringing in my head, I saw Mean Girls in a different perspective.
Now, I feel like Lindsay Lohan in the movie, from someone who is not hateable, just someone really simple, I've transformed into an attention-seeking person, someone who is cocky and plastic, nothing about my personality is true, I am just skin deep. I've turned to this lying machine and making use of people, thinking I'm God. Thinking that I'm the inspiration, but in the end, my friends leave me, everyone thinks I'm the ultimate mean bitch. And rumors fly and people hate me. And in the end, what to do but change? That's what Lindsay Lohan did in the movie, and seriously, why am I tying so hard to be a ditzy blonde?
And watching the movie again, I'm gonna model myself Lindsay Lohan's charactar, I'm going to revert back to my old self.
Thanks Mean Girls!
Posted: Sunday, 3rd Spetember, 2006, 15 13 hours.
Listened to music @ 3:14 PM
