♥ Saturday, September 16, 2006
No more apologies, I never thought you'd be so easily deceived, now I'll just hang my head, I'm falling further out of place, while I walk with the dead all the lies I can't erase, I'll just hang my head.
I just wanna talk to you, my broken heart has no use, I guess broken promises are better left unsaid, and it still rings in my head, when you said love makes the world go round.
He knows that I've loved him too deeply, and he knows that it's impossible to pull me out and he knows he can't love me and he knows he has to hate me to get me out. I don't wanna be the reason why he dies inside.
Kiss me, touch me, love me, hold me, protect me, cheer for me, catch me when I fall.
A desire to kiss, but even a brush against his skin now... seems forbidden... oh dear Lord what should I do?
Facing backstabbing, lies everyday, my skin has grown thick now and words to put me down can't penetrate me, but I'm affected so much by him...
I think about him so often, I ask myself questions about him and me, and... it always ends up in such a shit result.
You make me wanna live like it's the last moon rising, scream "I love you" just like no one's there, lose all my defences, hold you, touch you like it's the very last moment in time.
Open up the space between us.
Love makes the world go round, I hold it in my hands, but it slips away, and I watch you fade away. Love is a mystery, I hear it talk to me, but the words are strange, it's like it knows my name.
Time doesn't count at all.
Listened to music @ 3:04 PM
