♥ Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Saturday steppin' into the club
The music makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life(but not the way you want me to)
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)
I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life(But not the way you want me to)
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lyin
gSaying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind
Just wanna dance and have a good time
I'm tired of rumors
Followed
What they follow me
Why can't they let me live
Take this for just what it is
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
"Rumors" Lindsay Lohan from the album "Speak"
Spontaniety, rumors, lies, gossip, bitching, discrimination, isolation, insults, hatred, envy, wrath, criticizing, mockery, revenge, being a slut, getting an arse of a time, experiencing the horror of puberty and girl power (cos the above mentioned are done by girls), and dissing.
Can you deny all the above mentioned when you hate someone? No one can, cos everyone will do them cos everyone (yes including those with a penis attached) have female hormones thus they'll do them.
However, sometimes, things go way too overboard for anyone to handle. Thus, you have songs that inspire you. =) To be strong and have hope.
Thomas Chua some guy came on Monday to a talk for us, and I realised just how blessed I am. If having Alrick and Ken really hating me and dissing me is end of the world to me, maybe I should think again.
And also to life, we live by stupid rules in school again, but seriously I hate the rules. In fact I hate all rules, but there are alot of people out there and sometimes including yours truly, take it for granted if there are no rules, therefore, rules have to be enforced to keep those thick-skinned sluts at bay. It's not cos you have to keep order blah blah blah.
And what I really want, my philophosy is...
Life is a work of art
You've gotta keep it colorful
You can paint it anything you want
Don't ever stick to any rules
You just gotta have no doubt
Just believe in yourself
Extract from "Drama Queen (That Girl)", Lindsay Lohan
Cool eh? I love those lines.
Sometimes I think band is like a fastlane, not only band, life too, is like a fastlane, it moves so fast that you don't even know that you have wasted your own time, and cos it's so fast, do you have the time for friends? Do you have the time to be not alone 24/7? It's simply impossible.
MSSB - The Fastlane
Things don't go to your wishes, when things go in the way in which you don't want, what can you do? Whin about it 24/7 or do something about it?
Whatever that comes easily goes easily. So does it mean that what comes difficultly goes difficultly? Then why don't I feel so?
I'm a slave for my life, I let my life dance upon me, I let it rule me, I let it control me, I allow Mr. Destiny and Ms. Fate to play their effing little hands on my life. My life is messed up cos I'm so reactive to my surroundings. It is high time that I start to be pro-active.
Oh, for the love of God.
Ok, I shall end this post with a "My Perogative" by Britney Spears, ok ok, it's ORIGINALLY sung by Bobby Brown, but seriously, Britney does the song in a sexy way and I like it. And I ONLY idolize teen idols (Britney, Justin Timberlake, Lindsay Lohan and the list goes on...), gay icons (Madonna, Kylie Minogue) and some country singers (Faith Hill! Shania Twain and Trisha Yearwood {Omg I love Jasper County}). Whatever.
The word "perogative" means the right to or just simply rights. And I think that I shouldn't be deprived of my perogative to do anything I want. I have the perogative to say what I want. Girls should have the perogative to kick us boys' asses. (Ok so our contempory girlfriends are developing this perogative.) Whatever. I think the lyrics just reflect on my dumb life and I hope it'll inspire you and I hope you'll start jamming to Britney Spears and if you are, then try out Madonna too and then you can go taste Kylie Minogue.
People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is..
Can you handle mine?
They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live
Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the deal about my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I won this fight
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That's my prerogative (It's my prerogative)
It's the way that I wanna live (It's my prerogative)
You can't tell me what to do
Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong in spreading myself around
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
That's my prerogative
Why can't I live my life without all of the things that people say?
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative (They say I'm crazy)
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (They say I'm nasty)
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative(It's my prerogative)
"My Perogative" Britney Spears from the album Greatest Hits: My Perogative
Muacks buh-bye see you my dear blog readers real soon. =)
Jun Xiang blogged on Tuesday, 15th August, 2006, 22 06 hours.
Listened to music @ 10:07 PM
