♥ Thursday, July 27, 2006
From today to Saturday, there will be a 3 day mourning session for the sec4s. So please bear with the sad messages cos it's gonna be sad.
The arrival of the sec4s:
In 2005, when I just joined band, I was in the tuba section. My then sec3 senior, Xiu Hao taught me single-handedly. I would never forget the smile and love he showed me. Even though I wasn't very good in my tuba skills, Xiu Hao never failed to lose his temper with me. I was very blessed and glad at that time to have a wonderful senior like Xiu Hao. Through him, I learnt alot and also met up with the rest of the sec4s.
Soon after, Xiu Hao's best friends, Darren, Yong Di, Dick, Aron, Yu Huai and Sean came and I got to know them better. And we shared laughs together and I realised that they were my really good friends.
Darren: I remembered the first time when Darren came was that he came to show off that his juniors can play quavers. Lol, then he started to teach me too. Darren, actually is a very nice person. Perhaps people just look at him in a wrong perspective, that's all. And now, as a trumpeter, with Darren teaching me, I realised just how great a senior he is. Every morning, he would come down to the band room despite his big homework load, to teach me. I was very touched by this, and I vowed to myself that I would really work hard and be the best trumpeter and beat the others. And also, at the beginning of the year, when I was still a tubaist, Darren and Xiu Hao taught me the song to play for the sec1 welcoming orientation. And I remembered that I really sucked at it and I really couldn't play it at all. And when we went back to the band room, he spoke to me, a very touching message, and I just burst in tears.
Yong Di: I remebered last year when Xiu Hao was speaking to Mrs Chia, and I had nothing to do. So I spoke to Yong Di, and we ended up singing Britney Spear's songs! And from then on, Yong Di and I have become good friends. His constant humor and sacarsm always got me laughing like crazy, without him, I guess I would laugh less lor.
Dick: Haha, Dick. The very smart one who's in 4B and like good in studies and a pro in his trombone. And I remembered once during the band camp last year, while they were doing patrol stuff, like omg, Dick stepped on my specs and it was totally broken. The next morning, he meticulously fixed my specs, cos he was a QM, QMs know how to fix stuff, haha. And the bad thing was I lost my screw so like omg, he had to like use rubber bands and stuff like that. All that trouble to help me... Dick is one senior hard to forget.
Aron: Aron, who's a trombonist too, is the innocent and so called cute one. He shared jokes with us and he was like one of the seniors where I can roll my eyes at his very "diao" moments, but still never to find him irritating.
Yu Huai: Yu Huai is the band major of the band and also part of Dick and company's member. He may seem all strict during drills but outside of it... haha he's a very funny person and a good music teacher too. Very jumpy and sporty too, very hard to tell la, cos he so skinny not a single muscle on his body, can't tell that he's a sporty person.
Sean: When I first saw him, I was like "Omg, this person...?!" I always thought he's one very evil person, cos he looks like one! But of course, after time, I got to know Sean better and I realised he's just one of those big guys with a big heart. Loving anime like anything, Sean is just one worthy friend to ever have.
And there goes Dick and co. I would never ever forget them, and I was just really scared about that day when they would pass out and when they would never come back again...
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
"Because You Loved Me" Celine Dion
I guess every single line in this song clearly shows everything that I feel about you guys. I just hope 30th July would never come cos it's not that I'm afraid of the concert, but I'm afraid of losing you guys forever...
Jun Xiang confessed on Thursday, 27th July, 2006, 22 32 hours.
Listened to music @ 10:32 PM
