♥ Saturday, July 15, 2006
I traded fame for love
Without a second thought
It all became a silly game
Some things cannot be bought
I got exactly what I asked for
Wanted it so badly
Running, rushing back for more
I suffered fools
So gladly
And now I find
I've changed my mind
The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you?
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
I traveled round the world
Looking for a home
I found myself in crowded rooms
Feeling so alone
I had so many lovers
Who settled for the thrill
Of basking in my spotlight
I never felt
So happy
The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Should I wait for you?
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Mmmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Oh oh oh ohh
Famous faces, far off places
Trinkets I can buy
No handsome stranger, heady danger
Drug that I can try
No ferris wheel, no heart to steal
No laughter in the dark
No one night stand, no far off land
No fire that I can spark
Mmmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
The face of you
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Mmmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Should I wait for you?
My substitute for love
My substitute for love
Now I find
I've changed my mind
This is my religion
"Drowned World/Substitute For Love" Madonna from the album RoL.
It is a drowned world out that I face now, just what could be that thing out there that doesn't judge me, that doesn't take as someone superficial, someone who takes me as someone real, with emotions, not a robot whom you can do anything you want to me, cos I'm only human, there is a limit to all that I can do. Unless I get you telling me personally that yeah let's be friends, I feel fear inside. So please, tell it in my face ok? I am not feeling very well now... The feeling of fear and sadness is shit.
Jun Xiang confessed on Saturday, July 15th, 2006, 23 14 hours.
Listened to music @ 11:20 PM
