♥ Saturday, July 29, 2006
Omg, I was like watching the Lake House with Darren, Yong Di, Aron and Jason Onggo, so I didn't get the chance to blog about the sec4s yesterday, so I'll blog everything today.
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The big fight: On 11th Feb 2006, which was a Saturday, most of the sec4s didn't come and I was very pissed and disappointed. I mean like at that time I was like it's only a few more months and there they are, not coming for band prac. So I was fking pissed off. And complications brewed and finally, a confrontation which I lost badly. I remembered the day before the confrontation, I wrote a 2 page letter to the sec4s, and the next day, I was like so pissed that i tore the letter up, and like I was really pissed. Then I spoke to Xiu Hao and I just cried cried cos it's not something I can take, that they are not here with me. And from then now, I guessed I grew more attached to them.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
She said "Some days I feel like shit
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And I find myself tryin' stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,I'm doin' fine,
I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
"Where'd You Go" featuring Holly Brook, Fort Minor.
If saying goodbye is the way to say hello, then I'd rather that we don't speak at all...
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The Alumni Sec4s
For a reason, alot of the sec4s are very talented and good in their skills in which they joined the alumni and just to let you know the alumni band clinched a top band status of the open (or is it 1st?) division of the 1st NBC!!!
Ok anyway, here is a page to them --- the sec4s of the alumni.
They... even though they do not speak as much as the others, even though they look aloof, even though they might be anti-social, but still, secretly, I've had respect for them cos like you have to be good to get into the alumni, and there they are! Like, I don't speak much to them but I'm sure they know that among the band, there are juniors like me who well erm think they're great! Ya, so haha, it must be a waste if any of you'all decide to drop your playing so must continue to play ar...
Jason Ng, Simeon, Douglas, Wai Hoe, Zhao Duan, Hong Chow, Ryan, Jason Onggo, kudos for great playing skills.
The good-bye message:
Life is hard and shitty and things always come to an end, my destiny with the sec4s shall end on 30th July 2006, but I'm sure we'll meet up again, on MSN, after school, or even when you guys come back for band prac with us to help us! Ya, I'll look forward to see each and every one of you guys. I salute you guys for your 3.5 years in band and the contribution you guys have made and everything and everything.
Say good-bye
To not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say good-bye
To not knowing how to cry
You taught me that
And I'll remember
The strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you saved me
I'll remember
InsideI was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
OutsideI looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember
The love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you changed me
I'll remember
I learned
To let go
Of the illusion that we can possess
I learned
To let go
I travel in stillness
And I'll remember
Happiness
I'll remember
And I'll remember
The love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you changed me
I'll remember (I'll remember)
No I've never been afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)
No I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)
No I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)
No I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)
"I'll Remember" Madonna.
This concludes the end of the mourning. Look forward to more posts!
Jun Xiang confessed on Monday, 31st July, 2006, 17 11 hours.
Listened to music @ 9:07 PM
