♥ Friday, June 16, 2006
Sky fits heaven so fly it
That's what the prophet said to me
Child fits mother so hold your baby tight
That's what my future could see
Fate fits karma so use it
That's what the wise man said to me
Love fits virtue so hold on to the light
That's what our future will be
Traveling down this road
Watching the signs as I go
I think I'll follow the sun
Isn't everyone just
Traveling down their own road
Watching the signs as they go
I think I'll follow my heart
It's a very good place to start
Hand fits giving so do it
That's what the Gospel said to me
Life fits living so let your judgments go
That's how our future should be
Traveling down this road
Watching the signs as I go
I think I'll follow the sun
Isn't everyone just
Traveling down their own road
Watching the signs as they go
I think I'll follow my heart
It's a very good place to start
Wow, we are all indeed travelling down roads of ours, looking for signs, shortcuts, backroads, anything that'll make our journey easier, but what we all do not know is all these shortcuts don't work well, and we all end up hurt, the best place to start with and follow is our heart...
Ok, so someone is very confused why I would him to forgive him cos he thinks that since we don't talk much, have a disconnection, how am I even supposed to make a mistake for him to forgive? Ok, so the answer is the so called forgiveness is actually wanting you to forgive me for all the hatred you have for me, and little did I expect that you think that I'm hitting on you now... So weird like God doesn't want us to be on good terms, how shitty. Trying to ignore you but you disturb me so when I try to be on good terms you think I'm hitting on you. If you think that I'm hitting on you because of what someone else said, for God's sake, you are being naive, like me, do not believe what they say because ultimately if you choose to forgive me it's you who will be erm on good terms with me, not them, so why do you care about what they say? I'm trying my best to be a person that is able to accept reality, admit defeat, but this, without even trying hard enough and I am suppposed give up, no way!
When I was very young
Nothing really mattered to me
But making myself happy
I was the only one
Now that I am grown
Everything's changed
I'll never be the same
Because of you
Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me
Looking at my life
It's very clear to me
I lived so selfishly
I was the only one
I realize
That nobody wins
Something is ending
And something begins
Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me
Nothing takes the past away
Like the future
Nothing makes the darkness go
Like the light
You're sheltered from the storm
Give me comfort in your arms
Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me
While trying to get your forgiveness, I've learnt alot, I can't use underhand means to get you because in the end, your feelings for me are unreal, and everything comes to a nought... Sincerity, humality, kindness, is what I need to really touch you in the end, oh God...
I can't remember
When I was young
I can't explain
If it was wrong
My life goes on
But not the same
Into your eyes
My face remains
I've been so high
I've been so down
Up to the skies
Down to the ground
I was so blind
I could not see
Your paradise
Is not for me
Autour de moi
Je ne vois pas
Qui sont des anges
Surement pas moi
Encore une fois
Je suis cassee
Encore une fois
Je n'y crois pas
(English translation)
All around me
I could not see
Who are the angels
Surely not me
Once more again
I am broken
Once more again
I don't believe it
There is a light
Above my head
Into your eyes
My face remains
Your paradise is not for me
When is it that I can enter your paradise, your paradise of happiness, of love, of laughter, of hope? Only when you forgive me, I suppose...
I love you like how a junior should love his senior, with admiration, with respect, I love you like how a junior should love his senior...
Jun Xiang confessed on Friday, June 16, 2006, 14 52 hours.
Listened to music @ 2:56 PM
