♥ Thursday, June 15, 2006
Does the world revolve because of love? For a love-sick person like me, I would say yes. But in my eyes of strong belief, I don't see so. People backstabbing their friends for fame, power, status, wealth, in here, not caring of other's feelings for themselves and for their revenge. I saw Braceface, a kids central show, and on Monday I think, this girl took revenge on this other girl. Then after her revenge she said "Isn't revenge supposed to be sweet? Why don't I feel that way?" Yeah, I totally agree, like I could take revenge back on you guys, but all I would get in the end is eternal hatred and pain and regret and torment and I don't feel good. At all. It's the love and concern that I have towards you that will make me feel bad if I ever took revenge.
The best way to end every bad blood is to make up with each other, to get more personal, to know each other more, and I would love to have a ncie chat, but I know you would never want to even talk to me, so we have a hard time trying to be friends again. The 2nd best way would to be have a bad bitchfight to the end, but isn't that stupid, causing more hurt?
You say you gotta go but what does that mean
Do you wanna be together or is it just me
Sometimes I think your in until I think your out
It's like I'm swimming in the deep end
Pull me out
Want me to feel
Want me to know
Want you to steal a little piece of heaven
I can call my own
Can we try a little more personal
Can we throw away all the casual
Cuz the more I know about you and the more you know about me
It's easier to be a little more personal
It's like we do a dance where no one wants to move
But if I take the first step
Then maybe we can find a groove
I'm really trying hard
To not just walk away
I think that its about time someone said
Want me to feel
Want me to know
Want you to steal a little piece of heaven
I can call my own
I wanna know what goes on in your mystery
I think that I could have the key to unlock everything
Can we try a little more personal
Can we throw away all the casual
Cos the more I know about you and the more you know about me
It's easier to be a little more personal
A little more personal between us? I've already reached out my hand, it's up to you now if you want to reach your hand out now...
You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you forgive me
Yeah, I drive naked through the park
And run the stop sign in the dark
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you forgive me
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?
So dig a little deeper
Cause you still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you forgive me
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do?
Have you ever thought it's you that's stubborn?
Who the hell are you?
I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Indeed I am, but that is if you ever know me, everybody's talking, they talk about me, but they don't really know me...
Lust and Pride are my two greates sins, and because of you, I'm willing to change that. You don't see the real me unless you know me.
Love makes the world go round...
Jun Xiang confessed at Thursday, 15 th June, 2006, 21 43 hours.
Listened to music @ 9:47 PM
