♥ Saturday, June 17, 2006
Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what everyone told me from the start
Thought you were something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the guy that you hang out with
He was tearing us apart
Cause he's everything
Everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me how gay and stuck up I am
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell you how to live your life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the guy that you hang out with
He was tearing us apart
Cause he's everything
Everything I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't you get it
I'm not going to let you mess up my life tonight
Cause this is my life
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the guy that you hang out with
He was tearing us apart
Cause he's everything
Everything I'm not
NOTE: The chorus of this song was originally this;
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
So the original lyrics is a love song, but this one that I posted has been edited to a friend to friend version, so I wasn't, am not, and never will love you! Get it?
Just one taste and you want more.
So back to the lyrics, is it over that my try to pull you back is useless? I guess it is, considering the way you are reacting. This guy you're hanging out with is Ken, and say I'm stuck up or whatever you want, but I believe he tell tales to you about me. And he's tearing us apart!!!
The Veronicas are the singers of this song, oh intro, the Veronicas are two australian twins that sing like a crossover of Hilary Duff and Avril Lavinge, the only difference is, they aren't like any of those two. They are not fake like them. Oh ya, in iTunes, I've got this playlist called "Rock Girls!!!" and it's chunked full of girls who sing rock songs. From really real ones like Liz Phair and the Veronicas, to those as fake as Hilary Duff, and I say it will be sastifying to those Green Day, Foo Fighters, whatever rock/alternative bands you have here's fans.
Ok, so anyway it is so surreal that I have to give you up. Hmph...
What do you when it all falls apart?
I don't feel like saying cos I feel real bad now. These two songs (one at the top, and one coming up!) can seriously just tell you what I'm feeling.
Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you act like a jerk
Then you make me remember how good you can be
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You make me believe you're ready
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Every time I think you're nice
You break my heart once again
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror
Is this just a detour?
Cause I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You make me believe you're ready
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
To a place where
I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is
I can't even say goodbye
Jun Xiang confessed on Saturday, June 17th, 2006, 22 13 hours.
Listened to music @ 10:14 PM
