♥ Thursday, May 11, 2006
I hated the address of my old blog so I made a new one. So this is my current blog now. And still considering if I wanna put tagboard cos alot of people are impersonating my name in the tagboard.
To him when I was crazy in love with him:
I can tell you things nobody knows
I've been everywhere nobody goes
Nothing gets me off the way that you do
You drive me crazy when you step in the room
Something 'bout your lips something about your kiss
Something 'bout your eyes keeps you on my mind
Thought it was nothing
Turns out it is something
Your're the one that keeps me up every night
Who loves you?
Who loves you?
I think I do
Yeh, yeh, I think I do
You've crawled under my skin and I feel you there
You're with me all the time you come everywhere
When I needed space I pushed you away
But then I want you back, you're hard to erase
Something 'bout your lips something about your kiss
Something 'bout your eyes keeps you on my mind
Thought it was nothing
Turns out it is something
Your're the one that keeps me up every night
Who loves you ?
Who loves you ?
Who loves you ?
Who loves you ?
I think I do
You're hard to erase
I think I do, I think I do
I can tell you things nobody knows
I've been everywhere nobody goes
Nothing gets me off the way that you do
You drive me crazy when you step in the room
Who loves you?
Who loves you?
Who loves you?
Who loves you?
To him when he started to hate me:
There's a good kind of pain
An insane kinda sane
When I'm around you
There's a chill in the heat
Feel the sky at my feet cos I adore you
I can't ignore you
I'm not ill
I don't need to
Take a pill
To fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cos baby all I do is suffer from
Symptoms of you
There's a left kinda right
There's a blind kinda sight
Looking at you
I'm looking at you
There is no light in the moon
And it's winter in June
When I'm without you
And it trips me off my feet
I think I'm falling in too deep
Do you feel it too
Yeah
I'm not ill
I don't need to take a pill
To fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cos baby all I do is suffer from
Symptoms of you
Then now, to him:
Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I cannot get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I don't find your hand
Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again?
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
Then I realize it's just where I've been
Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
And to those who hate me:
You can call me a sinner
And you can call me a saint
Celebrate me for who I am
Dislike me for what I ain't
Put me up on a pedestal
Or drag me down in the dirt
Sticks and stones will break my bones
But your names will never hurt
I'll be the garden, you'll be the snake
All of my fruit is yours to take
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because
This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or hate me
Cause I'm never gonna change, no no
Cleopatra had her way
Mata Hari too
Whether they were good or bad
Is strictly up to you
Life is a paradox
And it doesn't make much sense
Can't have femme without the fatale
Please don't take offense
Don't let the fruit rot under the vine
Fill up your cup and let's drink the wine
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because
This is who I am
You can like it or not
You can love me or hate me
Cause I'm never gonna change, no no
Jun Xiang bitched at Thursday 11th May 2006, 22 28 hours
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