♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006
I think I have created havoc and chaos in the band, and maybe I'm the most hated one. But I did make amendments. Oh, what did I do? Oh, I tried to apologize. And yes, some accepted it and that's that. Period. But some choose not to accept it, which is ok. But mixing your personal life with your job to get back at me? That's just disgusting. And yes. I do agree with Chien Teng about being biased because I hate Ken and thus blaming the whole exco. Ouch, I'm sorry. And it would be greatly appreciated by me if the exco is willing to forgive me.
And for Ken, from now on, anytihng I have with you, it's going to be just you, not your affilation. See, I cried twice because of you, my heart is already frozen by you but you chose to break it, and now it's melted and evaporated... Never would I yearn to apologize to you. Never would I yearn for you not hate me. Never. Why? Because we are officaly enemies, period. You do your own things and I do my own thing. We are not going to have anything to do with each other from like now, period.
Hatred is something bad, but yet sometimes, hatred is needed because two people can't get along. And now, I'm using hatred because I never want to and doubt that Ken and I would ever be even neutral to each other.
I don't wish to be upset again... But it's impossible...
Jun Xiang bitched at Friday, 26th May 2006, 14 59 hours.
Listened to music @ 11:58 AM
